Finally #100

Well it is Boxing Day......which probably means the stores around here are packed with teenagers spending their money they had gotten for Christmas......hmmm. I am soooooo glad that this is finally over and done with, only thing is that I have a birthday party to plan in about two weeks......so I suppose first thing monday I will be calling around to price certain places.......actually I think she just wants to have a movie party at SilverCity....she really wants to see Paul Blart: Mall Cop I think it is called. I am still pretty tired from the events of the last couplde days.....BBL

#99

Decided to make some color changes to this page. Maybe it looks a little "girly"?? but I have grown to really like the color pink. Maybe its 'cause I have a little girl and over the years I have seen so many things in that color......or perhaps I just secretly love it, and use the daughter excuse as a cover-up. Guess we'll never know.
I was just watching Robin and a story about Micheal Jackson auctioning off some of his personal items next year. One of the items he will be selling is his silver sequined glove.........that would be a cool thing to own. Just because it is such a well known "classic" item. I was never really a big Micheal Jackson fan......I was a minor fan of his though. One of my favorite memories from my elementary school days actually involves him. Ir was when I was in grade eight and there was a school talent show. Myself and my brother lip-synched Jackson's song "Black or White". I was dressed in all black with my face painted black and my brother was dressed all in white with his face painted white. We won second place. I remember my brother hated it and didn't even want to do it, but like a good brother....he did. Whoa, this is getting a little long and I didn't even touch on what I was going to rant about.........
My aunt Liz and I were talking the other day about names....more so about the names that people are giving to their children these days......next time.

***** Five-Star General

Yeah, so it's time for cheer.....The tree is up and things are soon to be getting Christmas-y......Can't say I like it but what can ya do??? Nothing really on my mind right now.........................

JUST WANTED TO PUT A RIBBON UP FOR THE 100 CANADIAN TROOPS WHO HAVE LOST THERE LIVES IN AFGHANISTAN

Fate vs. Predestination

I was wondering about that arguement lastnight as I tried to sleep.....I really don't know where I stand when it comes to it. I believe to a certain degree that everything happens for a reason, but not that it is controlled and already mapped out by a higher power. I also think that whatever os to happen to us can be changed by something we do........???? I guess for those who believe in whatever it is they choose to believe in......go ahead and believe it. And for the rest of us who just want to be......let us be.......

#95 ~~~ 11:07pm

Just finished watching a new Trailer Park Boys special.....was funny. They are coming here in January, and appearing at the auditorium,,,,,,I hope to go and see them. I have been watching that show from the beginning. I am an expert on the Trailer Park Boys.....ask me anything and I would know it. Anyways.....not really tired for once tonight. I usually go to sleep around ten or ten-thurty, but right now I am still not sleepy............hmmmm too bored to type......GN

2 + 2 = 5 If i'm the teacher and it's my classroom

The title of this ebtry basically has nothing to do with what I am going to type....
In actuality I do not even know what I am going to type. Not angry 2day, nor am I upset about anything.......hmmm I wonder why that is??? I think this week is the week that I am going to go full throttle into the holiday spirit......decorate and such. Gotta go get some baking ingredients as well.......
Just watching the Giants play the Eagles......ain't going too well for my boys today.
Third quarter just started and the Eagles are up 10-7..........not too worried though. There is still almost a whole half to go. Not really much to say right now, so maybe I will be back later...........

We have arrived @ #92

" One comes to believe whatever one repeats to oneself sufficiently often, whether the statement be true of false. It comes to be dominating thought in one's mind. "
- Robert Collier
I like this quote alot, for a number of reasons. I know and have known many people who this applies directly to. I for one try as much as I can to be real as I can.......I don't hide things and if someone wants to know how I feel about them or about something, all they have to to do is ask......and I will tell them whatever they want to know. I also do know that the more you tell yourself something, the more you will believe it. Whether it is true or not.
Anywho....on another note......Had "da munk" sleep over lastnight and the kid and her played into the wee hours of the night. They woke up and as usual they were hungry.......Aiden is a girl who will eat whatever when it comes to breakfast items......Aj on the other hand is picky and will only eat certain things. I know for a fact they will both eat flapjacks......but they said we ate those last week.....
Aiden said she wanted french toast, AJ said yuck! AJ asked if I had hash browns......to which I replied yes, and she said I'll have that and just normal toast........so the long and short of it all is I had to make two diferent breakfasts..........next time I will just tell them to make cereal...................

2009 is almost here

The kid said to me this morning...."It's almost 2009, Yay!!" Got me thinking about what this next year will bring. I mean aside from the obvious things like; we all get a year older, or people woll still give a shit about Paris Hilton.....I was wondering what will actually affect me?? Each end of the year, at least for the past eight or so years, I hope for things more or less for my daughter. Rarely do I ever hope for anything for myself. I do however hope for things like my health or whats left of it, but maybe this year I will do different.
2009 could be the year for change. America elected the first African-American President, and maybe that is a sign of something new......even for me. Maybe this year I will find some friends, or even a special-friend to share "my feelings" with.......sure!! Now I always say maybe......if there is one thing I have learned from my years on the earth it is that you can never really count on anything as a for sure. As the old saying goes.....IF IFS AND BUTS WERE COOKIES AND NUTS WE'D ALL HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! So yeah I suppose I will make at the very least a little effort to try and reach out to someone......
But if nothing should come of it at least I will make a New Year's wish for my daughter to continue to be the happy, healthy, smart, helpful, beautiful, kind-hearted soon to be young lady she is. If ya want to help me out in my change or if you are a female who is in need of a friend......email me at walter_watt@yahoo.cA
2009................hmmmm????

#90

Don't really have an idea as to what I am going to type today. Suppose I will just type away and see what comes out. I was thinking the other day about upcoming future events, and how I will handle them. I know and see each day that my daughter will soon be a young lady/teenager, and then soon after that a woman. There are probably going to be many situations that I will have no udea how to handle, seeing as how I am a male..........ah well guess we will see when it comes. Day at a time as usual.
11-1 New York Giants...........Can you say repeat?????

"Tis the season.......to act phony!!!

Well it is just about December and just about my least favorite time of year.......Christmas!! I have a real dislike of the whole holiday. However, this year I am going to go all out for the kid's sake. She loves this time of year, as well she should, and I am going to put on the fake smile and do it this year. I am right now a little distracted with what I am trying to type. I am watching the standoff at the Taj Motel in Mumbai India on http://cnn.com/live right now........

Back to X-mas.......I never really get anything as far as presents go. Each year I get a couple and thats ok.......I am a man with a child what should I expect eh???? But this year I really want a George Foreman grill

(see above picture).........I have always wanted one, ever since I was like four years old......jus' kiddin'.......but for like a really long time now. Anyways. I think I am going to go back to watching those crazy Arabs...BBL

YOUR TOO OLD!!!!!!!!!!!

I remember like ten years ago Mariah Carey was hot.....and she dressed like a skank to show it off. I turned on the TV this morning and saw her dancing around in a video wearing like a bikini..... I mean when is she going to realize that you can look good without having to dress like a hooker. Plus, isn't she like goddamn near like 50 years old already?????? Ewww!!! Although she does look better wearing that than any 40-50 year old I know.......still.......it is just getting a little gross already. On another note........

What happened to Apple Jacks???

I used to love that cereal!!! One day they disappeared and I didn't even notice. I suppose that they must still sell them in the States maybe, 'cause they still have a homepage.........hmmm weird!!!

Another thing that really grinds my gears is how people so haphazardly use these internet chat anagrams......ie. LOL, *S*, etc. etc. Like when I read some people's writings and all of a sudden there is a LOL in there.....I often wonder id that person is really laughing out loud. I have myself been guilty of typing that down sometimes......but honestly is is usually when I am chatting with my cousin and he types some shit that really makes me laugh out loud. Usually though I just type "haha"......anyways, thats all 4 now, and like always.....

'til next time act like ya know!!!!

I just wonder why you haven't taken my life??

The title is a line from one of my fav tunes....."My life" by The Game ft. Lil' Wayne. Wicked tune!! I like it 'cause it makes me wonder why has God taken so many of my people......by " my people " I mean people that I have known. In like the past few years I have lost like three friends from the past........I guess like Doughboy says in Boys N da Hood....."We all gotta go sometimes"........
Anyways.......These past few days have been so shitty weather wise......dark and cold. SUCKS!!
Yesterday was Remembrance Day and at 11am I took a minute of silence, I think its a minute. Turned off the tele and just sat there. Now I don't agree with us having troops in Afghanistan, dying for a war we never started and shouldn't have gotten into anyways. But I took a moment of silence because the men and women over there fighting believe in it. And if it weren't for those who believe we wouldn't have our freedom today. So thanks to all the troops and all else who fight for those who don't want to. PEACE y'all!!!

OK!!!!!????

Well back again to write some more of MY thoughts.........

things that I write are only what I think and are never meant to directly piss anyone off.......now maybe in the past somethings that I said have ruffled some feathers.......and thats just fine. "Cause it seems to me some feathers need to be ruffled!! Like I have also writeen in the past, no names.....now maybe I could have called out some people on certain things, but I haven't. Maybe I should??

What do I have to fear?? Further alienation from people around me????? ok!!???

Now I apoligize if anything I have written has offended you or put a poo-stain on the CandyLand world YOU may be living in, but since I have never mentioned anyones name......and if something you read on here makes you mad....well like the old saying goes.....

"The truth hurts"

But seriously......I am only writing what I think about certain things. I will continue to write what I feel and think..........Like for example, I wouldn't kick Sarah Palin out of my bed for eating crackers................ya heard!!!!!!!!!!!!!

F!!!

Well here is another day come and gone........the kid is already bugging me about X-mas. I think this year we will have a good one. She is asking for some pretty pricey toys, but I guess it doesn't hurt to dream. But I have already put aside some funds in order to ensure her already big eyes get even bigger on that morning. Thing about it too is her birthday is a couple weeks past Christmas...
so double the funds and headaches too..........but like I said thanks to proper $$$ management I will have it all taken care of.
On a meaner note......LAZY HUSBANDS AND BOYFRIENDS SHOULD DIE!!!
I mean if you do nothing for the people you supposedly care about, except 'cause bullshit and headaches......leave!!!!! Go back and live in your mom's house, at least she will be happy to cook and clean for you............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, I am kinda lazy right now!!! Maybe I will go ask the kid what she would like me to order for supper.....................I hope she says wings for Pizza Hut!!!! Til next time......... act like ya know!!!

The World has changed.

Last night was the night I have been waiting 21 long months for......
Obama-mania finally made it official. History was made and I was watching closely all night. It was 11pm eastern standard time when it was announced that Barack Hussein Obama would be the 44th President of the United States. Thousands upon thousands of people cheeed and cried in joy.......I have to admit I actually teared up a little as well when he made his speech at the end. It was such a great moment.......just knowing and feeling that the world that my child and her children will grow up in has turned over a new leaf. I mean sure there will always be racism and hate.....but if only for that few moments last night it was different...........I will always remember that few moments......
Now that it is all said and done, what am I going to watch on TV??? And what will become of George W. Bush?? I never liked him, but last night and maybe for the past few days I have actually felt sorry for him......there is hardly any mention of him ever, and when they do talk about him, it is only to say how bad his legacy will be amd good riddens to him..........poor guy!!!
Yeah so, happy days are still to come I suppose.........

Poop on a stick!!!

Just got the kid on the bus for another day of school and decided for once to turn on the computer instead of going back to sleep for a few........

Recently I have not been in the mood to write things down, I have been somewhat angry with the world........maybe not do much the world as I am angry with my small world around me. I see alot of BS every day. Lastnight as I laid in bed listening to music on the PSP I wondered alot of things......wondered if people I know are really happy?? wondered if I will be able to one day give my daughter away in marriage??? I guess you could say my mind was wondering from one end of the spectrum to the other.......
Recently I have felt a little less stressed then I usually do....I have learned that I have to eliminate things that stress me out, and I have done that to a certain degree. I hate watching news, but I always do......I was really affected by the Jennifer Hudson family tragedy.......I mean why shoot a 7 year old???? I could really relate to that story I guess, seeing as how I have a 7 year old myself. From what I can tell Aiden hasn't done anything to anyone that would deserve that. I hope they find the person/persons responsible and cut their balls off!!!!!
anyways.......'till next time, act like ya know!!!!!!

Not really feeling it!!!

Just wanted 2 say I think I am done...........

Much ado about nothing

There has been a lot on my mind recently, I just haven't been in the mood to share any of it. I was angry lastnight....Giants lost to the Browns!!! Ah well...still 4-1.....I am really sick of just being. I know I am way smarter than some people who have accomplished something, and yet I sit here with basically nothing. I wonder what I can do. I always wanted to open a sandwich shop, and name the sandwiches after people I know of have known. That's an idea.....I love sandwiches, and think I could come up with some different tasty types of them. We'll see I guess.......Gotta go vote later on........and also pretty excited to see the results of the American election, just three weeks to go there.
Trick or treating time is coming soon, and right after that gotta start thinking about Christmas.........I hate Christmas time!!! I don't really know why or when I started hating it, 'cause as a child I obviously loved it. Now that I have a child who also loves it, I have to go all out with the decorations.....tree, lights AAGGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!! Oh well.......one thing at a time, Halloween 1st and then we digress......................

Thanksgiving........

A time when one is supposed to give thanks for all that they have.....Most people seem to be more ungrateful for the things that they don't have then for the things they do have. I tend to be one of those people sometime.....sometimes!!
I am very thankful for the beauty that is Aiden Haley Watt....I could not even begin to say how thankful I am for her. Also, for my nieces and nephews and those who gave birth to them. I would also like to say a HUGE thank you to my dad for raising us the way he did, and for always being the best dad he could no matter the situation. I ain't tryna be all faggy with this, but it seems once someone starts typing things it gets that way......................shit!!!!

Like Rihanna says....

Please don't stop the music!!! I love listening to music. I think that it is my favorite thing to do....It doesn't matter where u are in life, or what is going on around you.....music will always be there. It has been for me, through every difficult time that I have ever been through......when I needed someone to actually be there and when I finally realize that nobody is going to be there. Music has been......put the earphones in, press play and go somewhere else. That is the great thing, you can be anywhere you want to be. I have actually come to rely on music as a way of escaping.......
I also love the fact that my daughter has learned to love music as much as me. She is always listening to her own tunes, now that she has a new iPod that she loves I am afraid she will never put it down......but I suppose its better that than a gun or a crack pipe.........LOL!!!!!!
Right now my Giants are destroying the Seahawks..........2 EZ!!! #1 in the NFC East!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday~~again

Well for the past few days I haven't really been in the mood to sit down and type something.....call it lazy, or whatever, I just didn't want to do it. Sunday morning here in Thunder Bay, and I was up around 7am and figured I would get up and get some things done......put some laundry in, dishes, and cleaned the counter. Went to the movies the other day with Aiden and "The Munk", we went see Beverly Hills Chihuahua. It was alright, no Alvin and the Chipmunks, but OK. Afterwards we went to go get Aiden something she has been buggin' me to fet her for awhile.....an iPod. Was a little more than I wanted to spend, but as always I could see in her eyes and in the way she was bouncy excited that she really wanted it.....so.....
Anyways, was watching the TV around 2am, early Saturday morning when "BREAKING NEWS" came across CNN....OJ Simpson was found guilty on all counts.......will face a minimum of 20 years or makimum of life in prison.
Thus ends his never-ending search to find the "real" killer of his ex-wife and boyfriend......all this too exactly 13 years to the day he was found not guilty for murder........like I always say...Karma, careful what you do....'cause we will all pay for our mistakes one day.

Now if you know me you know I am so in love with CNN's Robin Meade http://cnn.com/robin , but as a proud Canadian I can not forget about who I think is Canada's most beautiful anchorwoman CTV Newsnet's Jacqueline Milczarek. BEAUTIFUL!!!!

OCTOBER !ST!!!!

This past weekend I had bought some board games for myself and Aiden to play.
I bought Monopoly, Chutes and Ladders and Sorry. I had started to notice that because of her Nintendo DS and my PSP along with televison and I suppose just plain laziness, we hadn't been doing much together the past couple months. Right now I am the Sorry champ 'cause I beat her two out of three the other day, although she had beaten me two out of three the day before....and I think after school she is planning on winning her championship back....we'll see I guess. I suppose it is Fall now....and right after Fall comes Winter....shit, I HATE Winter!
The cold, the snow....everything about it!!! As a child I used to love winter, I mean what child doesn't.....but now I just can't stand it. And, with a child who does love winter, sometimes I have to go outside while she plays in the snow...
Couple more weeks 'til we go vote here in Canada.....and yeah I think I have decided that I am going to vote Conservative....like I said before, I think the NDP have a pretty good platform in this election, but I really can't see Jack Layton as PM.........33 days until Barack Obama is President!!!!!!!

Tick Tick Tick Tick Tick......

Well I haven't actually been in the mood to write anything the past few days. It seems I never really have anything to write about....same old shit day in and day out.....Lastnight I was laying there and thought out the perfect topic to write about, but I should have wrote it down.....forgot it!!!! It is Sunday, and about to go into another week....October is starting soon. I haven't checked my numbers on lastnight's Lotto 649, 23 Million dollar jackpot......imagine!!! If I won I would be gone, I would leave this life I have here and go somewhere and start a new one........I wouldn't leave a phone number for anyone to reach me, and I would never come back.......IMAGINE!!! Actually I was really thinking about the financial situation down in the States, and their $700 Billion dollar bailout of Wall St. $700 000 000 000........that is a whole shit-load of money, I heard some reporter on TV last week say that it was enough to buy each and every American man, woman and child 2000 McDonald's Apple pies.....or every NFL team 20 times over.......All because some Big Shot CEO's got greedy.....It just really pisses me off 'cause there are so many starving children around the world.....and with $700 Billion, that could feed all of them for probably a year.
Eff'in American Capitol ism!!!!!!!!!!

Why the "eff" does David Blaine even try...??

Way back I used to think David Blaine was cool.....when I first saw "Magic Man" and other things he did.....these days I just think he is getting a little like "look at me!! look at me!!" Maybe ever since Criss Angel has come out and set the bar so high on what will amaze us.....poor David Blaine is run out of ideas. I mean for his latest "stunt" he is hanging upside down for 60 hours.....what the hell is that?? I mean anyone can do that.....I wouldn't try it 'cause I am not an idiot, but I mean where's the illusion or the "wow" ...... what a complete moron this guy has become........yeah yeah, risking blindness......that just goes to show u that he really is stupid........I hope he goes blind!!!! That would me look at this whole thing and say "WOW"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Never anything to say......

I never have anything I really need to say....does any1??? Seems to me that most people spit 90% bullsheet........like I would be willing to bet that if all we ever said was what we really needed to say, the world would be much more bearable.

I like I really like gum.....chances are if u asked me for gum on any random day, I would have some. Did I need to say that? no! I also hate guys who hit women!!!

If a guy beats on his old lady, then he himself deserves to be made love to "jailhouse" style~~~~~~~ I am pretty irritated right now, for no reason really, but I just am......I really don't like other peoples kids......in fact I usually wanna kick other people kids in the face.......a term I use for people I really dis-like. Of course I mean NON-family members.......ummm I have no topic on my mind...

if u have some topic I can write about....email me at walter_watt@yahoo.ca

oh yeah CSI: Miami lasnight was as the kids say....off the chains, H isn't dead!!

He faked his own execution to flush out one of his enemies......yeah should be a good season anyway............thats all

Where do u C yourself in 10 years??

I have been asked that question at couple different points in my life....and these days I really don't know what that answer is. I mean right now I am not exactly rich/famous or even successful at anything.....I mean I have my own place, have been on my own for like 11 years......at least I don't live with my parents still. I couldn't imagine being a grown man and still having to live at home, or under your mom or dad's roof.......Like I knew of men up north....in their 40's and dead broke.....who live at home still.....like if the word "LOSER" ever needed to be personified........that's it!! All I can really hope for in 10 years is that my daughter is a happy, smart 17 year old who still has her head on her shoulders, rather than so far up some loser's "A"........we will have to wait and see I suppose. I think I will make spaghetti 4 supper 2nite.......just wanted to put some thoughts down be4 I retire for the afternoon.........Football time!!!!!!!!!

Just another Saturday without worry

It is Saturday night.....time check....8:59pm....Tonight I think I am going to go lay around and watch Casino, Goodfellas and ScarFace......just three of my favorites.....I am wondering whether or not I should be concerned with the downfall of America's economy......I mean everything that happens down south affects us too. This is why I don't trust banks, and never have opened a bank account......one day your bank will fall like so many others and they will say "Oops, we lost all you money!" and that's that!!!!!!!! I mean that probably will never happen but still......makes ya think. Also, wondering who I am going to vote for in the upcoming election.....I am Conservative!! But after being frustrated with my party last time, I did vote NDP out of spite. This time I feel like I should stick to my Conservative beliefs, and vote as such. BUT!? The NDP has grown in their support at least around these parts, and I kinda sorta think they might be good for our region...........but then again I think Stephen Harper is a pretty good PM....and can't really picture Jack Layton as our Prime Minister. We will see I guess.......VOTE!!!

?????

Nothing really on my mind 2day, or for the past few days actually. This morning I had Cocoa Rice Krispies, I had seen them at the grocery store and thought I might like them.......I do, but they don't really snap, crackle and pop like the regular ones do.......I think I will stick to the regular Rice Krispies from now on. The week actually seemed to fly by once again, much like the week before....
Soon it will be Halloween, and I suppse I should go get the kid's costume early this year........I was thinking a lot last night about myself and how I parent. I seem to have picked up many of the same techniques my dad used on us growing up......weird how that happens. I also thought about years ahead, and how I as a father am going to handle the tough things that are eventually going to happen......I mean I know I will get through the things like dating, boys, the "P" thing.....and all the other problems I will face with a pre-teen/teen daughter.
Thankfully these things are still a few years away.......I just want to be able to maybe one day 30 years from now be sitting there and say to myself....I did a good job!!! To me the mark of a good parent, or should I say whether or not you have been a good parent is.......when that day comes and you are so old that you can't even wipe your own "A".....will you child(ren) do it for you?? Ask yourself that......will they??? And if you think that they will, then you probably have done well..............Another Friday night, maybe I will take my girl out for supper, or a movie tonight. See what the day brings us I guess.........and as always, 'til next time~~~~~ act like ya know!!!

Got lucky......

I predicted the Eagles would beat the Cowgirls, and they didn't. Dallas barely beat the Eagles last night..

was a pretty good game actually, and I was hoping Donovan McNabb was gonna pull it out.......

From what I saw Dallas really isn't any better than the Eagles.....and all the analysts keep saying they are the team to beat in the NFC.......I guess we will see on November 2nd when THE GIANTS play the Cowgirls.....

and then the very next week they play the Eagles....

So after those 2 weeks I guees we will know who is the best in the NFC....

I mean they all play in the toughest division in football anyways.....

I really can't explain how much I HATE the Cowboys.....have since high school.

I have been a Giants fan for like the past seven years, but before that and way back in the day I was a 49ers fan........and back in high school I had a very heated rivalry with a certain Cowboys fan......it was so bad I remember faking sick if the 9ers lost to the Cowboys, or he wouldn't be there either if his team lost.....but since then I have encountered Cowgirl fans, and always have been against those who like the Cowboys........even my own daughter cheers for the Cowgirls just to get at me.............but yeah we'll see who is better soon!!!!!

Untitled!!

If you know me, then you know I love South Park. I have been watching it since like the beginning. The character shown here is Butters.....

I know South Park is very offensive and vulgar. but that is what I like about it. The creators have never been scared to take on any issue. The have "p-ed" off every religion, group or "culture" there is.

I also have gotten some guff from some people I know for allowing my daughter to watch this show.... I do allow her to, but there are also some episodes that I know she can't watch. But the way I see it is that Aiden is smart enough to know that its only a cartoon, and what is said or done is not real..........

But if you don't watch South Park, you should........it totally reeks of awesomeness!!!!!!!!!

What is weird?? Does any1 really know?

I have become something that I honestly hate, now to try and explain just exactly what that is would be hard.......A contradiction personified. Love/Hate Mad/Happy Warm/Cold........Struggle to want, but never in need. Pushing away but never letting go........Whenever I feel as though the world has decided to "eff" with me, I close my eyes.....and all I see looking back at me is me. If standing in the middle of a crowd of people, all I can see is hte eyes of people. Everything I think I see, I am probably not seeing and everything I want to see, I can't!! I often feel lost and yet I know exactly where I am going! I can't stand how one aspect of life as turned out and yet can't complain about many others....do I blame one thing for the downturn of so many others........Do I forgive when I know I can't.......or shall I forget when I know I never will....??? I want to scream, and yet I am scared to make noise......I want to care, but don't know how. People often use sorrow and misery as a tool, a way to make the world around them feel for them, and by getting that sympathy maybe the person will gain somehow form their personal tragedy.......Am I cold for not feeling for someone when something happens.....?? Maybe? But I have dealt with many things in my life, and never once have I asked for pity or a hug.......never, and that is why I feel no sorrow for someone who wants me to feel for them.........I really don't know where this came from, and maybe I makes no sense to any1 else, but for whatever reason I felt like injecting a like "real"ness to my writing.........I am the Zodiac!!

41-13

That's 2 wins 0 losses for the G-men.......Looked good again today, looked liked the Super Bowl Champs they are!!! Opening drive again.....Plax for a big score!
Next week we are back at home to take on Mr. Ocho Cinco and the rest of the sucky Bengals..........Probably won't watch anymore football today....too distracting, and I have a couple loads of laundry I have to get done....wait until tomorrow when one of the Twin Brother Darknesses' Eagles take on the Cowgirls..........I hate the Cowboys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And, all the "experts" who are calling them the class of the NFC........please....I predict the Eagles will beat them tomorrow...................GO GIANTS!!!

E-Z like Sunday morning....

Actual time check....10:33am....Just had breakfast, bacon & eggs with a leftover potato from supper fried up, and toast......Had time, so cooked a much appreciative daughter a nice breakfast.....But nothing really happening interesting to write about.....widespread damage along the coast of Texas. But really I can't be bothered, and this is just my opinion......too far to care. Was watching TV lastnight around 3 or 4 am, and there was a movie on, didn't know the title nor did I really watch it, but happened to catch a line said by a ridiculously hot girl....that went " Looks do not matter to me. " and I thought if only that were true. I know a lot of females use or have used that line when talking to a less attractive man.........but all it is, is total BS!!! Probably like 80% or even 90% of females don't go by that.........otherwise I and many other "ugly" males would have girllfriends.....or even females that can stand to be around us. I mean maybe I am not as ugly as I say I am, or am I?? I happen to think deep down inside that I am somewhat handsome........even if I am not, looks matter to me, and if they do to me, then they have to to some honestly beautiful girl who would never even give me the time of day. So for the sake of the feelings of some guys out there......please "hot chicks" don't use that line, and if looks matter. say they do!!!!

Things I am looking forward to...

I am very "could give a shit about" when it comes to my attitude....also the way I deal with people has been refered to as "a-holy"......I love what I love, and hate what I hate with a passion........Things I look forward to are actually not that many in number.......seeing my daughter's "huge" eyes light up when she sees the presents and stocking Santa leaves for her~~(innocence of a child is so, whats the word??? precious??? yeah!) But one thing I have been waiting on since like many months ago.....this seasons premiere of CSI: Miami........if you follow the show, then you know!!! But for those readers who may not....Horatio was shot in the finale of last season..........I mean did they kill off the star?? I am sure they didn't but, it was a very climactic ending........also the new season of The Office should be fun.....Going back to the whole innocence thing, I am going to deal with it one day, like my Dad did before, and his before......How does it feel when the child actually realizes??? I am speaking of the whole Saint Nick, E Bunny and so on........I honestly fear this day...'cause it is almost like I have been lying this whole time. I fear it because I never really lie to Aiden, with her I am always real....almost too real. She has found out things with 100% honesty....like if we aren't going to be going somewhere......I tell her str8 put NO!! rather than saying maybe.......maybe builds hope.....Don't get me wrong....I never hurt her, just be real!!!

Media Morons

Lastnight I was up late watching the tele......and Hurricane Ike was all the news on CNN, so naturally I was watching. After hearing the warnings from the National Weather Service and so many others, u know the...."Leave or face certain death!!!".....and I keep hearing it from some idiot standing right where the hurricane was expected to make landfall.......I mean I guess these warnings don't apply to the numb nut holding the microphone reporting the sh*t. Each reporter repeated the warnings like ten times, and yet they stand there. Mark my words....one day, one of these CNN/NBC/CBS and so on "reporters" will die in a hurricane........and then it is gonna be hands across America for some idiot who didn't heed the warnings, all because they wanna look like they are "GOOD". Oh well, all I can say is Rick Sanchez of CNN, keep reporting, maybe one day he'll get swept out to sea!!!!!!!!!! and...if you watch CNN, and know him....then u know what I am talking about.....media moron!!!!!

Friday Night.....Can U Say PARTY!!!

Friday night.......and I suppose it is party time somewhere. I have come to appreciate Friday nights for what they are......I haven't "gone out" and did anything fun in such a looooooong time. I use this evening to stay up a little later watching TV, and sleep in Saturday morning. I think most parents do, I mean all week long 7am......Bus at 8:30.......I actually wouldn't mind going out, if I had somewhere to go, and someone to go with........but it seems as though everyone I do know always have their own plans, and I guess in the end I don't really want to go out anyways.........yeah I do...........but I have a kid, and I suppose if I take that logic..........I have to be stuck in all the time,.............

9/11

Can't forget to remember the victims of 9/11......even though I feel it was and perhaps is over blown in the media(American)......even if, still I suppose I can remember back to that day, and honestly I felt a little scared....I remember I had just had knee surgery, and was recovering at St. Joesph's, and around 8:40 that morning I went to the washroom, did my thing in there and washed up and whatever....I remember limping back to my bed and looking at the clock and it was 8:58....I thought "OK...time for some Regis.".....turned on the TV and saw what I thought along with everyone else I suppose, to be a movie....The World Trade Centre was on fire....news reports were saying, a fire, possibly a plane??? Nobody really knew anything, and then I saw the second plane come in.....Freaked Me Right Out!!!.........But yeah, it was a scary day, even though I figured up here we were safe......but still makes ya think....it could all be over just like that........LOVE U AIDEN!!!!! peace

Blank Slate!!!

That is what I am 2day.....it is 10:33 in the am....Aiden is at school, and it is raining and very dark outside.....sucks! I didn't sleep that much lastnight, fell asleep around 2 and had the alarm set for 7......the kid wanted pancakes for breakfast.....and right now I feel pretty tired.....and when I sat down to type something, I thought "Hmmm!!" "My mind is actually blank....??". And even right now I can't think of anything to really say......I was thinking about letting y'all know about the people on TV I would like to hang out with but........or perhaps I was going to praise the Health Care provided in the city....like next time you see a nurse, say thank you!! The work they do here in the hospital can be described as nothing less than amazing..........I was in Wal-mart a few days back and fell in love........I saw a HD 32" widescreen TV.....it was like $978.99, and as I stood there imagining myself watching THE NEW YORK GIANTS play football on this beautiful thing.......I vowed "she will be mine, oh yes!! she will be mine!!" So yea I think I am going to buy a nice TV for myself sometime.....I guess there are somethings on my mind.....just had to allow the floodgates to open and let the thoughts come flowing out.........You ever have trouble turning you mind off to go to sleep? or have you ever had to tell yourself to turn it off?? I find that when I lay down for the night......thoughts and stuff continue to race through my mind, and ever if I try to count sheep lets say....I can't cause the sheep end up jumping into something else that is there....ya know??? Man I am tired!!! So I guess after not really making any sense.....'till next time....act like ya know!!!

Plain and simple

I am a pretty angry person....not so much angry as I am annoyed by many little things.......Medical Professionals may categorize it as monething like depression, or childhood anguish.....whatever it may be....but when I think about things and I become more and more annoyed.....my annoyance with things around me always comes back to one or two main things. I am not a religious person nor do I believe in certain aspects of religion........From what I know about the Bible it says people will be punished for their sins.....okay.....I am a firm believer in Karma however, and with that I think peeple pay for what they have done. In the Bibles' logic ~~~ shouldn't people who commit crimes against innocent people like children be punished......??? There are rapists, child molesters, and really bad people out there....and yet I have to deal with pain on a daily basis?? I mean growing up I wasn't an angel, nor was I bad.........I mean I have been in pain for eight years.......have I not yet paid for all that I did wrong?
It is things like this that make me angry everyday.......also I see able people doing nothing......I was never a lazy person, and if I could I would do whatever I could.........Some days are so bad that I can barely move, and it sucks ass!!!! I would love for some people who refuse to do things, 'cause they are tired, or lazy.......I would love for them to feel what it is like to actually say "No I can't, because I can barely get out of bed." I guess what I am saying is walk a mile in someone elses' shoes.........

I really like my name

This morning I had to call TBayTel and verify a payment that I made, and the female voice on the other end of the line asks "Whats the name on the account?" to which I reply "Walter Watt".....and she says...."That's a nice sounding name!" and that is (honest to Gah) like the tenth time I have heard that.....and each time I hear it I LOVE IT!!! 'Cause my name really does sound cool, and I am not just bragging here.......say it....Walter Watt!!! Sounds like a news reporter, or CEO of some big company..........I mean I realize most people like their own name, and I guess to each his own........but sometimes I have heard names that just sound ~~~ goofy?? strange???? whatever!! But anyways.......say it again!! WALTER WATT!!!!!!!!!!!

Friends.......????

I live my life usually not caring too deeply for anythting, and I always use the motto from "The Lion King"...Hakuna Matata~~~means no worries. I know as a man with a seven year old daughter it is not exactly the mind set I should have. It is just that's the way I am..........Also, I really never regret anything either. But one thing I really regret these days is that I never stayed friends with the people I was really friends with.......At many different stages in my progression through life I have had many really good friends, I mean close like family type, ya know? I went through some of the funnest and weirdest times growing up, and usually there was somebody who I honestly loved right beside me.............I can close my eyes and picture maybe 100 people who I was BEST friends with........and yet right now I have none of them on my speed dial. I hate it.......and yet I have changed in such a way that I am not able to be that friend I was be4...........hmmm???

1-0

Last night was a good night to be a Giants Fan....Stray came out to start the game with the Lombardi Trophy.....awesome!!! The Giants looked good....Eli drove them down the field to score on their opening drive, Plax fresh off his new 5 year 35 million dollar contract signing ran wild all night......I mean 16-7 wasn't what you would call a dominating performance......But they looked ready and able to come out this year and defend their title...........yeah so anyways I am sure if you are reading this you don't want to hear me just go on and on about My Giants.......but get used to it 'cause football season goes right until February.... so prolly after every game I will let y'all know just what happened........'till next time........act like ya know!!!!!

Never any NAMES....but this time....

I am finally coming out with some anger.....I never have mentioned any names while blogging thoughts of anger or call it annoyance.....but this one has been eating at me since like maybe eight weeks.......My sister (Diane) had a son in July, and named him Derek Clinton Watt......after my dad and late brother, cool!
But somewhere in there she forgot me.......my name!!! WTF!!!! I am of course kidding around......and in no way hold any feelings of anger over the name, I actually from months be4 she was to give birth wanted this name.....I heard many people say many, many different names....most of which were lame. But I was really happy, but didn't say or show it......My dad deserves to have a baby named after him and of course Reg was a great brother/uncle and so I was very proud and will continue to be ~~~~~~ But just for future reference, I wouldn't mind having my name being thrown in the next one......Sarah??? HAR HAR HAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But on the real.........good job Diane!!!

R U READY FOR SOME FOOTBALL??!!!

ITS FINALLY TIME!!!! TONIGHT!!! 7PM......NBC!!! MY GIANTS WILL KICK THE SHIT OUT OF THE REDSKINS!!!!! Whoa.....anyways, too excited there!! But since last January......I've been waiting.........This year thought we are coming back the defending Super Bowl Champs.......I say it again.....DEFENDING SUPER BOWL CHAMPS BITCHES!!!!! Now we may have lost Strahan, but Usi can handle things.........AND ELI....... Just wait.....THERE'S A NEW MANNING BABY!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!! CAN'T WAIT.........order some pizza, drink a cold Fruitopia........and to quote a not so successful WR from the past....."Get your popcorn ready!!!" GO GIANTS!!!!!!

Back 2 school, yeah!!!

I am very, very happy that I gaved raised my daughter to be the way she is. Now Aiden is the type of kid who loves to get new stuff, but I would never call her spoiled. She usually prefers a home-cooked meal to MacDonalds.....usually, I mean she is a kid. Also, she loves Value Village and Sally Anne for clothes.... I think she may even prefer them.....I always tall her....why get only one or two outfits at a BIG NAME store, when you can get 10 at Value Village, and she knows the clothes she gets there are "new to her"....... I mean this year I actually did spoil her abit, she did get all new clothes and two $40 pairs of shoes.....which I saw in her eyes she really wanted....so what could I do!! But I also owed her from the summer.....when I talked to her while she was away visiting her mom, she was crying and asking to come home. so I told her be big and hang in there, and I will get her some nice things when she got home......
So a promise is a promise........but yeah now all I have to get ready for is Christmas........she is asking Santa for a Nintendo Wii......dang!!!

Too fast!!

Well this morning my "baby" Aiden started Grade 2, and it really made me feel old.....these moments seem to be coming more often, you know feeling old!! It was after she had her Cheerios and got dressed, when I looked at her and thought.....Grade 2??!! Something about the way she looked in her new clothes and that, she looked taller and older......and I realized soon it will be High School, and then University and Medical School after that.....or something, but yeah.....I hope this year for her goes as well as the last and she learns more and has fun!!!! Up with hope!! Down with dope!!!! PEE-ce

They tried to make me go to re-hab, I said NO NO NO~~~

Well I am back from a "vacation", actually I got very sick again ?? I spent like ten days in TBRHSC and a since then so much has happened. John McCain picked a woman as his running mate.....trying to keep up with the Obama Express I guess, not gonna happen!!! Hurricane Gustav~~~ Cheap!!! Micheal Phelps......I could do that, as if.....he was amazing!! Well I am really starting to think that maybe all the "bad" or perhaps questionable things I have done in my life are beginning to catch up with me. I believe in Karma, and that everything you do that you should not be doing, you will pay eventually somehow. I guess with taking on that belief.....there is not much I can do but try to be better, and continue to walk the walk of life one foot in front of the other, even though you may not know where you are going........but from this day on......I am going to try to get better, a better Dad, Son, Brother, and whatever else I am.....'till next time...act like ya know!!

Do fake people know they are fake?

I am really wondering whether people who "act" like something, or someone know that others can see that they are doing so. I mean if somebody just meets someone, then obviously that person wouldn't know what that person really is like.... But if the person who is acting phony nice or phony religous does so in front of people who know that they are really like....I think I am pretty real....I never put on a show to try to impress anyone, and don't act like I love Jesus just because I am in the presence of a Priest...or whatever. However I do know people who do so.....and they continue to do so, even if someone who has known them for along time is right there......I really have no point to make in this but just had to say something about it.....fake ass people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My own TV show!!??

I was watching an old Seinfeld re-run for the millionth time last night and was thinking how fun it would be to have my own show. I have noticed that whenever a guy gets a show he always casts good looking woman to play his romantic interest. Like Jerry Seinfeld is ugly, and yet he always gets beautiful woman on his show........I would cast like outrageously hot woman to be my women, and by women I mean like 45 of them.....I would cast many many girlfriends......just so I could kiss some of Hollywood's finest........for sure!!!

I hate watching the news, but can't stop!!

Most of the time watching the news gets me angry. It is not often that you here a good story, I mean it does happen...but not often Most of the time you hear about death, destruction, murder and mayham (a little American History X). Like recently I have been following the Caylee Anthony, the missing two year old girl. Her mom is "a person of interest" in the case, and nobody knows what happened. All too often it is the kids who go missing.... I mean a lot has been made about Stacey Peterson, Drew Peterson's missing third wife..... I think that people have just gotten so good at covering up crimes, maybe its because there is so much coverage of how murders are committed......I mean as weird as this may sound, if I killed someone.... I think I could cover it up, I mean I really don't think it would be hard either.....and I ain't going to give up my secrets, u know just in case I do decide to..... I am kidding!!! 'till next time.....act like ya know!!

Time: 1:27am

I know the posting time will say earlier, but it's wrong. Yeah so today I went to the emergency room at TBRHSC, reason being I wasn't feeling myself the last couple days......weakness, lazy and just not myself......it felt sort of like the on-set of what put me in the hospital awhile back. Not wanting to get that sick again, I went to get checked out........turns out, I am fine. Isn't it always like that though, like you could be feeling like shit before you arrive, but as soon as you are surrounded by "medical" things and doctors......you feel ok. Yeah so the doctor thought it might be pneumonia, or meningitis, or even a slight infection somewhere in my Herculean body.....so after 6 hours, taking two viles of blood, a urinealysis, a chest z-ray and cartiogram(heart test).......he says " I can't see nothing wrong", "Go home, rest and have something to eat, and if anything else comes up, or the weakness persists....come back." I mean I would rather be safe than dead......but come on, what a wasted day!!! But one thing that was good about the day........HOT NURSES!!!!!!!!!!

Gangsta??? Gangster!!!

I went to Intercity mall quickly earlier and happen to walk by a "thug-homie" or whatever they call themselves these days. This kid couldn't have been more than 15 or 16 years old, and he had the Big pants, and sideways cap and a couple bandanas tied around his wrists and one hanging out of his pocket. Now what convinced me that he was playing the role of "gangsta" was he said "Yo!" to one of his homies...... Now I see these type of kids all the time, and I even maybe wear my pants a little too baggy , but I have been doing it since these "thugs" were nothing more than a tickle in their daddies nut sack, plus I really don't think they would know who the original members of NWA are, or all the Wu-Tang Clan and would they be able to tell you what projects Jay-Z grew up in??? (Marcy Project, Brooklyn New York)....Google it if you think I am wrong. Anyways, my beef with these kids these days is that it has become nothing more of a fashion statement or call it what you want....but "Gangster" is an attitude, growing up I knew people that I believe wouldn't have hesitated to just stomp someone out to defend their "dawg".....and that's what it was and should be.....kids 2day probably would never do what we would have done....and it just gets deeper as the generations pass.......like the generation before me, same thing.....friends were family.......more so than your real family.......that's what it was like with my friends growing up.......You "F" with one, you better be ready to "F" with everyone!!!!!!!!!! Now it is dress like a thug, act like a "B"!!!!!!

No real thoughts 2day....

Today was the true definition of lazy Sunday......I think I laid in my room watching TV for maybe like 10 of the 12 hours I have been awake.... Its is such a gross feeling, but for some reason I didn't even feel like getting up, I ain't sick, just lazy. I watched the Olympics today, some bike racing, and gymnastics..... those people r pretty awesome........both men and women are so strong and co-ordinated........yeah I could have done that, but u know the old tale...had a kid and just lost the drive.....oh yeah plus I was a stoner and loved the junk food too much. Yeah lookin' forward to the men's basketball once it really starts up, and also the medal rounds of gymnastics.......but anyways Castaway is on the tele.. and it is one of me favorites.......so I'm gonna go watch it......later hater!!

Comments..........

I wanted to maybe make a request to "fans?" of my blog, or even if you are just a random passerby.......please leave a comment........even if it is just to say HI.....I am prolly going to continue to post thoughts and what not......but it is just encouraging if there are comments from people who have read something I wrote.......OTay?? Until next time....act like ya know!!!

"You should be ashamed of yourself!!"

I really, really hate that term!!! I mean if someone, like your parents or any authority figure is saying that to you, then chances are you are not ashamed of yourself...........You are probably doing something that you enjoy doing, or something that would not bother you, I mean if you get caught then maybe it would cause a little embarrassment. Example.....if I ate 6 cheeseburgers, and my dad came up to me and said "You should be ashamed of yourself!!" I wouldn't be........'cause I obviously wanted to eat those burgers.........I just think that term should be retired.

NFL season fast approaching.

September 4th......Redskins travel into Giants Stadium to take on my DEFENDING SUPER BOWL CHAMPION NEW YORK GIANTS!!!! So pumped, can't wait~~~ I mean I love watching football, and love the Giants. I am also a realist who knows my boys weren't picked to even make the playoffs last year, but they did and went on to beat the Bucs, Cowboys, Packers and then the 18-0 Patriots.......and also realize that they might not win again this year, but more than likely will!!!! Eli Manning........the better Manning!!!!! Lookout football fans, 'cause my Giants are comin'!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!! SO EXCITED!!!

R.I.P. Bernie Mac

Too bad.......another celeb dies. Too many times this year I have been saddened by a passing of someone I enjoyed watching........Tim Russert, Tony Snow just recently......Seems funny I know to be sad about losing someone you didn't even know, but in a way we did know them, and loved them for what they did. All these people leaving, and people will miss their work, and yet Paris Hilton still continues to exist...........anyways, Bernie Mac is in a better place........

Reactions to what I saw on TV tonight....

Jon Edwards~~~ So what!! He's human, and like most men...and I mean MOST.....he cheated.........(the media) wants to make a big deal 'caise he did it when his wife has cancer....boo-hoo.....I mean he has been married over thirty years. I would be bored too.....and he is wrecking the Democratic Party, is he the nominee????? No!! He doesn't matter anyways. I actually applaude him for being 55 years old and still bangin'......
China~~~~The opening ceremonies of the summer Olympics were amazing. I am all for pageantry and show, but come on!! Low estimates have said that China spent around 100 million dollars on the opening ceremonies alone. They have kids walking around with no shoes, starving!!! All the talk also about their human right violations......100 000 000!!!! You know how many kids you can feed for a year with $100 000 000!!!! They wanted to open the world's eyes~~
I take offense to this as a poor man, barely making ends meet......how many times have I had to, and probably I am not alone on this.....had to tell my child "No you can't have that treat" 'cause I would rather buy meat or bread than treats the kids like. But yeah, what can I do!!??

@#&$ THIS!!!

East Indians and those 7-11 talking type of people....thank you, come again!! They would be adorable if it weren't for 9/11......I think their accents sound cool, and yeah my mind is blank..........can't think of anything to write about. Olympics are starting, should be fun to watch.........BLAH!!!!!!!!!!

Do seniors have some special rights?

Just thought I would write some thoughts while Aiden is not reading over my shoulder.....every word I type....she reads out loud. But yeah I have always believed that I am cursed to hear gross things and see some weird things said and done by seniors. I was just out at the local Safeway a couple hours ago and got stuck in the express lane behind an old man with a bulk bag of scotch mints, and he had forgotten or didn't know he had to write down the PLU# that is on the bin......and the kid who was working the lane had to run back to get the # and then had to come back to see if they were the white or green mints, they were the white ones....and then came back and finally rung him through....
Anyways, that was just one time of probably like 20-30 times. Like another example is once I heard a rather heavy-set older lady ask a pharmacist "Excuse me? You wouldn't happen to know how much this can hold, do you??"...holding a bed-pan....(makes a vomiting sound). Or another time and this one was actually entertaining, but I was standing in line at a Shopper's when an old man who must have been like 120 years old.......asking for ointment for his runway....referring to his taint!! But the termanlogy and hand gestures he used was classic....like he actually said...."my prunebag!!!" (actually vomits while laughing)~~~~~~~~~ yup cursed!!!

Criss Angel......Jesus???

I have been watching "MindFreak" since it first started like three or four years ago, and some of the things Criss Angel does are......????? I have seen him float across a street and hover like 200 feet in the air, walk on water......make others levitate......those are just a few things, and most of them are amazing. I am convinced he is Jesus....and hear me out on this. If Jesus wanted to come back to earth like the Bible says he will do one day, why not come back in this way. Start out by showing the world some of your "powers" and such, and then one day all of a sudden.........."I'm Here!!!!!" and then people wouldn't be as shocked as they would have been if you had just all of a sudden appeared.......so don't be surprised if he "comes out" of that Jesus closet sometime soon, 'cause I have officially "outed" him!!!!!

HUH???!!!

I was watching TV the other day and was flabbergasted to see a commmercial having to do with an alternative lifestyle type of chatline. I mean I am pretty conservative and really am against that type of thing......I know it exists and suppose as long as I don't see it, out of sight~~~out of mind. But my concern is that in this world today were we are raising our children~~they can turn on the television and see commercials for "Interactive-Male" chatline!! I remember growing up I had no idea about homosexuality until I was 16 or so.....and even then didn't see anything to do with it on TV. These days there are whole shows on MTV dedicated to finding some &#@ a date!!!! Oy-vay!!!!!!

Dum-Ditty-Dum

I wonder why elections and candidates are held in such high regard. By that I mean when we as the voting public analyze people running for public office, why do we seem to want them to be so "good" or even "perfect"??? I think that we should allow candidates to be "real" and say what they want to. Like for example in America, if John McCain said something like "Barack Obama is funny looking."....people would shit. But if your buddy or even your co-worker said that same thing you might even agree, or at the very least, allow them to. I think that if we allowed people running in an election to say what they wanted to, then we would get a feel for what they really are like. But no, instead they have to mind their P's and Q's and never even burp, fart or even cough out of time......must suck to be under such a magnifying glass.........stupid!!!

Well back being a dad.....

Well Aiden comes back tomorrow, thus ends my five and a half week coke and hooker binge...... HAR DEE HAR HAR!!! Yeah had some good time to rest, and sleep was really all I did, actually way too much. But I have almost finished "pimpin'" Aiden's room....every year she goes to visit her mom for the summer visit and its kind of a tradition now I guess that her room gets changed. This year she wanted a "club" theme. So I went out and got couple big black lights and a disco colored type of light, so I hope she will like it. Oh yeah, can't forget The handsome Jonas Brothers posters...... Anywho....like I said just putting the finishing touches on "Club Aiden".......PEE-ce

Things men shouldn't like to do....

I am pretty busy today doing things most "men" won't or can't do.....I just sat down to eat a couple leftover slices of pizza and decided to type something down.
As a single dad there are many things to do everyday, and many of them suck!! But there are a couple things I really like doing.....folding laundry is one, and dishes is the other. Something about the smell and feel of a nice hot load~~~gross......of laundry just makes me want to fold it....also, I am obsessed with doing my dishes....I always wash/dry and put away. I cannot stand when there are dishes in the sink, and clutter on the counter. Yeah, just wanted to share a couple thoughts before I get back to more laundry.....YAY!!!! 'till next time, act like ya know!!!

Tim Horton's Junkies

There must be something in the coffee at Tim's. I am nor have I ever been a coffee drinker, and don't really have what scientists call an addictive personality. I did smoke cigarettes for a time in my life and quit easily, same thing with drinking the alcohol. Now those who know me knew that I used to enjoy the marijuana but quit that five years ago with ease...... But when I see some people I know crave that Tim's....it reminds me of a time when I would sit around with the "Wrecking Crew" and "need" that weed.......what is it with that coffee and tea??? They say it is the caffeine but if you ask them to down a soda, it wouldn't ease that Tim's craving.........the medical establishment should start treating Tim Horton's addictions that same they do things like "crank" or "goofballs" or whatever the kids are on these days.

Nicknames

Nicknames can be funny things......and by funny I mean, cool, weird or even just messed-up. Growing up I never really had a nickname that stuck. I tried to give myself a couple "cool" sounding names, but like I said~~~they didn't stick. I guess I actually do have a nickname that I was given when I was a kid and it did sorta stick, but really only a few select people call me by it. What is this name you ask? Frooter! My uncle Merv gave it to me when I was just a youngin', apparently it was based on my excitement over my Froot of the Loom underwear I was rockin' back then. Don't get me wrong I am used to it, and suppose I even like it~~~but have never really announced that it was my nickname......I never did because I always felt it never measured up against other nicknames of people that I know or have known. I know a Killer, a Slim, a Toot, a Tech, a Spuds and even a Munk. I also have known a Drano, a Lego, a Fatty, a couple of Tubbies and a Large and a Chiggy. Knowing all these people have made me wonder where some of them come from......??? I mean there last names and body types have been a strong reason, but sometimes it is a mystery.........I guess as much as I would like to be "sex-machine" or even "monster who-who" LOL.....I am Frooter!!!

~~~ 4 Paula ~~~

I have recently blogged about having no friends these days, but that was not the case "back in the day"...... Growing up I had lots of friends and was usually the guy who had to be the center of attention. In the past couple years I have lost touch with all my old friends and honestly do feel bad for doing so, but I suppose it happens. Just recently I caught up with an old friend and it made me think more about how I should really try to stay friends with people. There are many times "growing up" that make me smile.....and many groups or friends that I have many memories with........Some of my funnest times were in Kasabonika.....I think back to some times there, like the Kas-Street Boys and it makes me wish I could go back....but yeah I want those friends from those times to know that you will always have a place in my "heart" and u will always be my friends. Yeah so, if you are reading this, get in touch with me!!!

What is a friend?

I am quite open and honest when it comes to certain things about me, like for example I usually let everyone and anyone know that I have no friends. I haven't had a friend in years and actually prefer to be by myself.......that way no one expects things from you, and you don't have to let anyone down. Well I was wondering just what is a friend anyways?? I mean how many people can say they have that type of "friend" that really means something...... I mean there are people in my life that I would die or kill for but that is family type of shit....
And family is different, 'cause you can fight and sometimes say the meanest things to them and regardless.......you are family. Friends can just say, well F him then!!! Maybe I just forgot how to make and keep friends......or maybe I don't want them anyways! Oh well!

Great Dad~~~~Great Uncle

I am both!!! Being a great dad automatically makes you a great uncle. I have what can be classified as a great relationship with my nieces and nephews. It ain't that huggy-kissy kind because they know Uncle Walter isn't like that, but he is there no matter what. Growing up I had uncles who may have had their own problems and might not have been the most positive of influences, but what I remember is that they were always there.....same way I am, not huggy-kissy, but there!!! I guess I am proof positive that if a boy growing up has the male influences around he needs, then he himself will be a good man. Thank you uncles, and of course dad. So I guess what I am trying to say is men, be good to the kids in your life.......The girls will be better off with a positive male around and the boys will grow up in-turn better men.

That winning feeling!!!!

Bells, whistles and bright lights. I have recently discovered my love for slot machines at the casino. Now I have been going to the casino since it opened and never really liked it or really never even played while I was there. I usually just tagged along when someone else was going. The past four or five times I have gone there over the last few months I have begun to like it more and more. I like the slots, the old ones though~~~the ones with reels, and not the screens. I find that they are taking out the reel type and all of the slots are becoming the screens. I always play the three credit 25cent machines. I don't think I have a gambling problem-o~~~~~yet. A (not-so)wise gambler told me the other day, "You got to be in it to win it!!"~~~~~~ so if you don't play, you can't win!!!

Tuesday 3:45am, and here is what is on my mind...

An older lady, like say late 30s early 40s.....goes after or even "dates" a 18, 19 or up to 23 year old man/boy, and she gets classified as a "cougar" or a "MILF in heat" to borrow a term from porn lingo. A man same age does the same with a girl/female of the same age and he is a pervert or even worse. WHY??? Ladies even would dog on me or some male my age if he was chasing after 19/20 year olds. I just want to know why the double standard? The next time I see an older female walking hand in hand with a younger male.....I am going to yell "Perv" or "Cradle-robber", or even better I am going to mac on the first smokin' hot 19 year old I see and make it a point to smooch on and cuddle real close in public........yeah see how the older ladies like it when I am paying more attention to the younger breed.........

What is wrong with some parents!!??

Every single day I turn on the news and see yet another story about a missing two year-old or a mysterious murder of a three-year old. As kids grow into teens and young adults it seems as though it only gets worse when it comes to the types of crimes being committed against them. Now I realize that in most occasions there is not alot a parent can do to 100% fully protect their child against those willing to do harm on them, and if a pervert/murderer is wanting to get to a child they will. I am one-million percent in favour for the death penalty in Canada against child predators. The thing about this whole subject that really gets to me is the parents who lose their child because they weren't really watching the child carefully. The one case in the news that is really bugging me is Madaline Macann, who went missing in Portugal while she slept in a hotel room fifty yards from where her parents were eating at a resort restaurant. I personally think the parents should be charged with some sort of child neglect.....did the resort not have room service?? If you don't know what I am talking about look into the case and it will probably make you just as mad. Anyways, make sure to always watch your kids...all it takes is a few seconds.

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I am beginning to wonder if anyone is even reading this...?? I mean I think it doesn't matter either way because I am really just doing this as an alternative to writing in my writing book anyways. I did receive some encouraging inquiries as to when I was going to post some more entries, thanx Brother Merv! Also, I know people like my Dad have told me that he looks in on here from time to time, so I suppose there are some readers.........I don't really know how to get the word out and get the URL around, and if anyone is reading this feel free to tell your friends or even post the address to my blog around anywhere and everywhere. I mean most of the things I write are just things that pop into my mind or things that bug me, and of course the views and opinions expressed are those of the "bloggers" and in no way reflect the opinions of my sponsors and The Turner Broadcast Network.......HA HA HA yeah.....'till next time~~~ act like ya know!!

just had a thought~~~~

I was just being nosey on PerezHilton.com and had a funny idea. I should become like a spoof gossip/blogger for "celebrities" around Thunder Bay. I could hire a couple paparazzi photographers and do stories on Barry Third or Mark and Dee of Rock94. I think it could be something that might catch on. maybe??? I mean The Bay does have some people who people might want to be nosey about....like imagine a pic of Eric Staal picking his nose while eating out somewhere.....or Mayor Lyn Peterson in a fashion disaster........??? If reading this please comment on whether it is something to look into.......

Sexual harrassment~~~both ways...

All you hear about is men being sued or fired for inappropriate behaviour in the workplace or wherever else men are, why never ladies? I have figured out as to why you never hear of the ladies getting in trouble.....it is not because they are not doing it, it is just the men who are being harassed aren't complaining about it. Picture this, a man walks by a lady on the job and comments on her lets say~~~big butt.....she complains and he is fired. Same situation just reversed, and a man walks by a woman and she comments on the size of his bulge.....guarantee he is looking for the closest closet to mount the women. Men if we want to equal it up, we need to start thinking with our big brain. I am not an expert nor have I held an office job of any kind, but what I do know is the ladies.......and ladies are horny too!!!! Trust me.....I know!!! yeah right

Babies!!! Babies????

Well my sister just had a baby boy, and seeing him brings me back to the time when my own daughter was that small. How fast they do grow up. I always heard that before you know it they are gone off to college or married......and its true. Babies?? Male sea-horses are the ones that carry the babies. Would as many babies be born if it were that way in humans?? I have witnessed pregnancies first hand a couple times and can say 100% without a doubt I would not want to go through that. Men, would you? I am all about fairness and equality in contraceptives.....I keep a box of female diaphragms right beside my bed......ha ha ha!!

Is self-confidence genetic, or learned?

I was washing my face earlier and looked up into the mirror and thought to myself, it ain't so bad being ugly. I mean I see what I am, and am totally comfortable with and don't need to be told I am "good-looking" or anything. I would not say I am confident, I actually think I lack the "guts" it takes to approach females and even people in general. I wish I had the self-confidence that some of the guys I know or have known. I mean I have hung out with some very ugly dudes, and these guys think or have thought they were "all that and a bag of chips". I mean they were ugly......but yet they talked so great about themselves......I mean are they blind as they are dumb???? Here is a website that classifies people as beautiful or not....fill out a profile and send a pic and they will tell you whether or not you actually are........www.beautifulpeople.net , and then you will see maybe what all of us who look at you see.........for all those fellow uglies out there

few days since my last thought

I was browsing? surfing? Reading Knet homepages this morning and saw that a friend of mine named Bill Albany had updated. Now Bill is a smart man who is also one of the nicest guys I know, anyways I was reading his thoughts and got to thinking. He wrote something along the lines of and I am para-phrasing here "teach your children left from right and the difference between black and white, and to not expect them to learn it on their own". Now I fully agree with him on that, but also have my own ideas on what the school of parenting curriculum should include. I as a parent believe it is our responsibility to show kids a certain amount of reality....and by that I mean tell them things like "the world is tough and it will poop on you alot" and not to coddle them to the point that they think they live in a world made of marshmallows and candy. I don't mean so hard that you are mean, but be real........I think kids grow up smarter and more able to cope with tougher times if we as parents are a little more real with them.

My last meal....

I was watching "Monsters Ball" the other day and got me thinking..... What would I chose as a last meal if I was about to be executed?? Imagine if you had to pick something as the last and final thing you would eat....hmmm?? I mean I bet they would probably allow you to pick anything, even like ten things as long as you could eat it. I think I would chose roast beef, mashed potato's and gravy, broccoli and cheese with cherry cheesecake for dessert...and to drink I would have a 2 litre of Tropicana twister lemonade......yeah that sounds good.

Too much sleep these days

In the past week I think I have slept an average of maybe 15 or more hours a day. I like to sleep but not that much. It is just with Aiden gone, I have nothing to do......when she is here there are things that I know I have to do from 8am 'till 9:30pm when she goes to bed......but now, nothing, no time to get up, no breakfast I have to make, no things I have to do.......just bored, so I sleep!!!

Glad to see The Dog back on TV.

I watched a new episode of Dog: The Bounty Hunter last night, and it was great. I was actually disappointed when I heard A&E was taking his show off the air after his racist remarks went public. I mean come on.....we are all guilty of saying something racist or having racist thoughts, or is it just me??? Only difference is he got caught, and lost his show and almost his business and way of feeding his kids. What really pissed me off about it too was Nick Hogan almost kills a friend drunk drag racing and his show is still on the air.......anyways, water under the bridge, and he is back!!!!!! When fear and darkness are all around you, the criminals are on the run.....no use in hiding in the dark, he'll hunt you down 'cause he's the DOG!!!!!!!!

Canadians are funny.

One of my favorite shows on TV is "Corner Gas". It is a Canadian comedy on CTV, and it is one of the smartest comedies on television. The word-play and innuendos are really sharp, and well it is just really well written. It got me thinking about how Canadians are really funny.

NKOTB!!! What to do???

When I was just a young boy it was a weird time in my life. I was a boy who was soon going to be a man, and I was "in love" with the New Kids on the Block. My favorite was Jordan. Now I am older and will admit that I still have a Hangin' Tough CD and bought like four old cassettes at Salvation Army when I saw them. But now, they are back and releasing a new CD. Will I buy it? Probably! As much as I may have grown up and matured in some ways since I was a kid, there is still that little boy inside who loved the New Kids. So I am proudly going to be a fan!!!!!!!!!!