Things I am looking forward to...

I am very "could give a shit about" when it comes to my attitude....also the way I deal with people has been refered to as "a-holy"......I love what I love, and hate what I hate with a passion........Things I look forward to are actually not that many in number.......seeing my daughter's "huge" eyes light up when she sees the presents and stocking Santa leaves for her~~(innocence of a child is so, whats the word??? precious??? yeah!) But one thing I have been waiting on since like many months ago.....this seasons premiere of CSI: Miami........if you follow the show, then you know!!! But for those readers who may not....Horatio was shot in the finale of last season..........I mean did they kill off the star?? I am sure they didn't but, it was a very climactic ending........also the new season of The Office should be fun.....Going back to the whole innocence thing, I am going to deal with it one day, like my Dad did before, and his before......How does it feel when the child actually realizes??? I am speaking of the whole Saint Nick, E Bunny and so on........I honestly fear this day...'cause it is almost like I have been lying this whole time. I fear it because I never really lie to Aiden, with her I am always real....almost too real. She has found out things with 100% honesty....like if we aren't going to be going somewhere......I tell her str8 put NO!! rather than saying maybe.......maybe builds hope.....Don't get me wrong....I never hurt her, just be real!!!