Tick Tick Tick Tick Tick......

Well I haven't actually been in the mood to write anything the past few days. It seems I never really have anything to write about....same old shit day in and day out.....Lastnight I was laying there and thought out the perfect topic to write about, but I should have wrote it down.....forgot it!!!! It is Sunday, and about to go into another week....October is starting soon. I haven't checked my numbers on lastnight's Lotto 649, 23 Million dollar jackpot......imagine!!! If I won I would be gone, I would leave this life I have here and go somewhere and start a new one........I wouldn't leave a phone number for anyone to reach me, and I would never come back.......IMAGINE!!! Actually I was really thinking about the financial situation down in the States, and their $700 Billion dollar bailout of Wall St. $700 000 000 000........that is a whole shit-load of money, I heard some reporter on TV last week say that it was enough to buy each and every American man, woman and child 2000 McDonald's Apple pies.....or every NFL team 20 times over.......All because some Big Shot CEO's got greedy.....It just really pisses me off 'cause there are so many starving children around the world.....and with $700 Billion, that could feed all of them for probably a year.
Eff'in American Capitol ism!!!!!!!!!!

Why the "eff" does David Blaine even try...??

Way back I used to think David Blaine was cool.....when I first saw "Magic Man" and other things he did.....these days I just think he is getting a little like "look at me!! look at me!!" Maybe ever since Criss Angel has come out and set the bar so high on what will amaze us.....poor David Blaine is run out of ideas. I mean for his latest "stunt" he is hanging upside down for 60 hours.....what the hell is that?? I mean anyone can do that.....I wouldn't try it 'cause I am not an idiot, but I mean where's the illusion or the "wow" ...... what a complete moron this guy has become........yeah yeah, risking blindness......that just goes to show u that he really is stupid........I hope he goes blind!!!! That would me look at this whole thing and say "WOW"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Never anything to say......

I never have anything I really need to say....does any1??? Seems to me that most people spit 90% bullsheet........like I would be willing to bet that if all we ever said was what we really needed to say, the world would be much more bearable.

I like I really like gum.....chances are if u asked me for gum on any random day, I would have some. Did I need to say that? no! I also hate guys who hit women!!!

If a guy beats on his old lady, then he himself deserves to be made love to "jailhouse" style~~~~~~~ I am pretty irritated right now, for no reason really, but I just am......I really don't like other peoples kids......in fact I usually wanna kick other people kids in the face.......a term I use for people I really dis-like. Of course I mean NON-family members.......ummm I have no topic on my mind...

if u have some topic I can write about....email me at walter_watt@yahoo.ca

oh yeah CSI: Miami lasnight was as the kids say....off the chains, H isn't dead!!

He faked his own execution to flush out one of his enemies......yeah should be a good season anyway............thats all

Where do u C yourself in 10 years??

I have been asked that question at couple different points in my life....and these days I really don't know what that answer is. I mean right now I am not exactly rich/famous or even successful at anything.....I mean I have my own place, have been on my own for like 11 years......at least I don't live with my parents still. I couldn't imagine being a grown man and still having to live at home, or under your mom or dad's roof.......Like I knew of men up north....in their 40's and dead broke.....who live at home still.....like if the word "LOSER" ever needed to be personified........that's it!! All I can really hope for in 10 years is that my daughter is a happy, smart 17 year old who still has her head on her shoulders, rather than so far up some loser's "A"........we will have to wait and see I suppose. I think I will make spaghetti 4 supper 2nite.......just wanted to put some thoughts down be4 I retire for the afternoon.........Football time!!!!!!!!!

Just another Saturday without worry

It is Saturday night.....time check....8:59pm....Tonight I think I am going to go lay around and watch Casino, Goodfellas and ScarFace......just three of my favorites.....I am wondering whether or not I should be concerned with the downfall of America's economy......I mean everything that happens down south affects us too. This is why I don't trust banks, and never have opened a bank account......one day your bank will fall like so many others and they will say "Oops, we lost all you money!" and that's that!!!!!!!! I mean that probably will never happen but still......makes ya think. Also, wondering who I am going to vote for in the upcoming election.....I am Conservative!! But after being frustrated with my party last time, I did vote NDP out of spite. This time I feel like I should stick to my Conservative beliefs, and vote as such. BUT!? The NDP has grown in their support at least around these parts, and I kinda sorta think they might be good for our region...........but then again I think Stephen Harper is a pretty good PM....and can't really picture Jack Layton as our Prime Minister. We will see I guess.......VOTE!!!

?????

Nothing really on my mind 2day, or for the past few days actually. This morning I had Cocoa Rice Krispies, I had seen them at the grocery store and thought I might like them.......I do, but they don't really snap, crackle and pop like the regular ones do.......I think I will stick to the regular Rice Krispies from now on. The week actually seemed to fly by once again, much like the week before....
Soon it will be Halloween, and I suppse I should go get the kid's costume early this year........I was thinking a lot last night about myself and how I parent. I seem to have picked up many of the same techniques my dad used on us growing up......weird how that happens. I also thought about years ahead, and how I as a father am going to handle the tough things that are eventually going to happen......I mean I know I will get through the things like dating, boys, the "P" thing.....and all the other problems I will face with a pre-teen/teen daughter.
Thankfully these things are still a few years away.......I just want to be able to maybe one day 30 years from now be sitting there and say to myself....I did a good job!!! To me the mark of a good parent, or should I say whether or not you have been a good parent is.......when that day comes and you are so old that you can't even wipe your own "A".....will you child(ren) do it for you?? Ask yourself that......will they??? And if you think that they will, then you probably have done well..............Another Friday night, maybe I will take my girl out for supper, or a movie tonight. See what the day brings us I guess.........and as always, 'til next time~~~~~ act like ya know!!!

Got lucky......

I predicted the Eagles would beat the Cowgirls, and they didn't. Dallas barely beat the Eagles last night..

was a pretty good game actually, and I was hoping Donovan McNabb was gonna pull it out.......

From what I saw Dallas really isn't any better than the Eagles.....and all the analysts keep saying they are the team to beat in the NFC.......I guess we will see on November 2nd when THE GIANTS play the Cowgirls.....

and then the very next week they play the Eagles....

So after those 2 weeks I guees we will know who is the best in the NFC....

I mean they all play in the toughest division in football anyways.....

I really can't explain how much I HATE the Cowboys.....have since high school.

I have been a Giants fan for like the past seven years, but before that and way back in the day I was a 49ers fan........and back in high school I had a very heated rivalry with a certain Cowboys fan......it was so bad I remember faking sick if the 9ers lost to the Cowboys, or he wouldn't be there either if his team lost.....but since then I have encountered Cowgirl fans, and always have been against those who like the Cowboys........even my own daughter cheers for the Cowgirls just to get at me.............but yeah we'll see who is better soon!!!!!

Untitled!!

If you know me, then you know I love South Park. I have been watching it since like the beginning. The character shown here is Butters.....

I know South Park is very offensive and vulgar. but that is what I like about it. The creators have never been scared to take on any issue. The have "p-ed" off every religion, group or "culture" there is.

I also have gotten some guff from some people I know for allowing my daughter to watch this show.... I do allow her to, but there are also some episodes that I know she can't watch. But the way I see it is that Aiden is smart enough to know that its only a cartoon, and what is said or done is not real..........

But if you don't watch South Park, you should........it totally reeks of awesomeness!!!!!!!!!

What is weird?? Does any1 really know?

I have become something that I honestly hate, now to try and explain just exactly what that is would be hard.......A contradiction personified. Love/Hate Mad/Happy Warm/Cold........Struggle to want, but never in need. Pushing away but never letting go........Whenever I feel as though the world has decided to "eff" with me, I close my eyes.....and all I see looking back at me is me. If standing in the middle of a crowd of people, all I can see is hte eyes of people. Everything I think I see, I am probably not seeing and everything I want to see, I can't!! I often feel lost and yet I know exactly where I am going! I can't stand how one aspect of life as turned out and yet can't complain about many others....do I blame one thing for the downturn of so many others........Do I forgive when I know I can't.......or shall I forget when I know I never will....??? I want to scream, and yet I am scared to make noise......I want to care, but don't know how. People often use sorrow and misery as a tool, a way to make the world around them feel for them, and by getting that sympathy maybe the person will gain somehow form their personal tragedy.......Am I cold for not feeling for someone when something happens.....?? Maybe? But I have dealt with many things in my life, and never once have I asked for pity or a hug.......never, and that is why I feel no sorrow for someone who wants me to feel for them.........I really don't know where this came from, and maybe I makes no sense to any1 else, but for whatever reason I felt like injecting a like "real"ness to my writing.........I am the Zodiac!!

41-13

That's 2 wins 0 losses for the G-men.......Looked good again today, looked liked the Super Bowl Champs they are!!! Opening drive again.....Plax for a big score!
Next week we are back at home to take on Mr. Ocho Cinco and the rest of the sucky Bengals..........Probably won't watch anymore football today....too distracting, and I have a couple loads of laundry I have to get done....wait until tomorrow when one of the Twin Brother Darknesses' Eagles take on the Cowgirls..........I hate the Cowboys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And, all the "experts" who are calling them the class of the NFC........please....I predict the Eagles will beat them tomorrow...................GO GIANTS!!!

E-Z like Sunday morning....

Actual time check....10:33am....Just had breakfast, bacon & eggs with a leftover potato from supper fried up, and toast......Had time, so cooked a much appreciative daughter a nice breakfast.....But nothing really happening interesting to write about.....widespread damage along the coast of Texas. But really I can't be bothered, and this is just my opinion......too far to care. Was watching TV lastnight around 3 or 4 am, and there was a movie on, didn't know the title nor did I really watch it, but happened to catch a line said by a ridiculously hot girl....that went " Looks do not matter to me. " and I thought if only that were true. I know a lot of females use or have used that line when talking to a less attractive man.........but all it is, is total BS!!! Probably like 80% or even 90% of females don't go by that.........otherwise I and many other "ugly" males would have girllfriends.....or even females that can stand to be around us. I mean maybe I am not as ugly as I say I am, or am I?? I happen to think deep down inside that I am somewhat handsome........even if I am not, looks matter to me, and if they do to me, then they have to to some honestly beautiful girl who would never even give me the time of day. So for the sake of the feelings of some guys out there......please "hot chicks" don't use that line, and if looks matter. say they do!!!!

Things I am looking forward to...

I am very "could give a shit about" when it comes to my attitude....also the way I deal with people has been refered to as "a-holy"......I love what I love, and hate what I hate with a passion........Things I look forward to are actually not that many in number.......seeing my daughter's "huge" eyes light up when she sees the presents and stocking Santa leaves for her~~(innocence of a child is so, whats the word??? precious??? yeah!) But one thing I have been waiting on since like many months ago.....this seasons premiere of CSI: Miami........if you follow the show, then you know!!! But for those readers who may not....Horatio was shot in the finale of last season..........I mean did they kill off the star?? I am sure they didn't but, it was a very climactic ending........also the new season of The Office should be fun.....Going back to the whole innocence thing, I am going to deal with it one day, like my Dad did before, and his before......How does it feel when the child actually realizes??? I am speaking of the whole Saint Nick, E Bunny and so on........I honestly fear this day...'cause it is almost like I have been lying this whole time. I fear it because I never really lie to Aiden, with her I am always real....almost too real. She has found out things with 100% honesty....like if we aren't going to be going somewhere......I tell her str8 put NO!! rather than saying maybe.......maybe builds hope.....Don't get me wrong....I never hurt her, just be real!!!

Media Morons

Lastnight I was up late watching the tele......and Hurricane Ike was all the news on CNN, so naturally I was watching. After hearing the warnings from the National Weather Service and so many others, u know the...."Leave or face certain death!!!".....and I keep hearing it from some idiot standing right where the hurricane was expected to make landfall.......I mean I guess these warnings don't apply to the numb nut holding the microphone reporting the sh*t. Each reporter repeated the warnings like ten times, and yet they stand there. Mark my words....one day, one of these CNN/NBC/CBS and so on "reporters" will die in a hurricane........and then it is gonna be hands across America for some idiot who didn't heed the warnings, all because they wanna look like they are "GOOD". Oh well, all I can say is Rick Sanchez of CNN, keep reporting, maybe one day he'll get swept out to sea!!!!!!!!!! and...if you watch CNN, and know him....then u know what I am talking about.....media moron!!!!!

Friday Night.....Can U Say PARTY!!!

Friday night.......and I suppose it is party time somewhere. I have come to appreciate Friday nights for what they are......I haven't "gone out" and did anything fun in such a looooooong time. I use this evening to stay up a little later watching TV, and sleep in Saturday morning. I think most parents do, I mean all week long 7am......Bus at 8:30.......I actually wouldn't mind going out, if I had somewhere to go, and someone to go with........but it seems as though everyone I do know always have their own plans, and I guess in the end I don't really want to go out anyways.........yeah I do...........but I have a kid, and I suppose if I take that logic..........I have to be stuck in all the time,.............

9/11

Can't forget to remember the victims of 9/11......even though I feel it was and perhaps is over blown in the media(American)......even if, still I suppose I can remember back to that day, and honestly I felt a little scared....I remember I had just had knee surgery, and was recovering at St. Joesph's, and around 8:40 that morning I went to the washroom, did my thing in there and washed up and whatever....I remember limping back to my bed and looking at the clock and it was 8:58....I thought "OK...time for some Regis.".....turned on the TV and saw what I thought along with everyone else I suppose, to be a movie....The World Trade Centre was on fire....news reports were saying, a fire, possibly a plane??? Nobody really knew anything, and then I saw the second plane come in.....Freaked Me Right Out!!!.........But yeah, it was a scary day, even though I figured up here we were safe......but still makes ya think....it could all be over just like that........LOVE U AIDEN!!!!! peace

Blank Slate!!!

That is what I am 2day.....it is 10:33 in the am....Aiden is at school, and it is raining and very dark outside.....sucks! I didn't sleep that much lastnight, fell asleep around 2 and had the alarm set for 7......the kid wanted pancakes for breakfast.....and right now I feel pretty tired.....and when I sat down to type something, I thought "Hmmm!!" "My mind is actually blank....??". And even right now I can't think of anything to really say......I was thinking about letting y'all know about the people on TV I would like to hang out with but........or perhaps I was going to praise the Health Care provided in the city....like next time you see a nurse, say thank you!! The work they do here in the hospital can be described as nothing less than amazing..........I was in Wal-mart a few days back and fell in love........I saw a HD 32" widescreen TV.....it was like $978.99, and as I stood there imagining myself watching THE NEW YORK GIANTS play football on this beautiful thing.......I vowed "she will be mine, oh yes!! she will be mine!!" So yea I think I am going to buy a nice TV for myself sometime.....I guess there are somethings on my mind.....just had to allow the floodgates to open and let the thoughts come flowing out.........You ever have trouble turning you mind off to go to sleep? or have you ever had to tell yourself to turn it off?? I find that when I lay down for the night......thoughts and stuff continue to race through my mind, and ever if I try to count sheep lets say....I can't cause the sheep end up jumping into something else that is there....ya know??? Man I am tired!!! So I guess after not really making any sense.....'till next time....act like ya know!!!

Plain and simple

I am a pretty angry person....not so much angry as I am annoyed by many little things.......Medical Professionals may categorize it as monething like depression, or childhood anguish.....whatever it may be....but when I think about things and I become more and more annoyed.....my annoyance with things around me always comes back to one or two main things. I am not a religious person nor do I believe in certain aspects of religion........From what I know about the Bible it says people will be punished for their sins.....okay.....I am a firm believer in Karma however, and with that I think peeple pay for what they have done. In the Bibles' logic ~~~ shouldn't people who commit crimes against innocent people like children be punished......??? There are rapists, child molesters, and really bad people out there....and yet I have to deal with pain on a daily basis?? I mean growing up I wasn't an angel, nor was I bad.........I mean I have been in pain for eight years.......have I not yet paid for all that I did wrong?
It is things like this that make me angry everyday.......also I see able people doing nothing......I was never a lazy person, and if I could I would do whatever I could.........Some days are so bad that I can barely move, and it sucks ass!!!! I would love for some people who refuse to do things, 'cause they are tired, or lazy.......I would love for them to feel what it is like to actually say "No I can't, because I can barely get out of bed." I guess what I am saying is walk a mile in someone elses' shoes.........

I really like my name

This morning I had to call TBayTel and verify a payment that I made, and the female voice on the other end of the line asks "Whats the name on the account?" to which I reply "Walter Watt".....and she says...."That's a nice sounding name!" and that is (honest to Gah) like the tenth time I have heard that.....and each time I hear it I LOVE IT!!! 'Cause my name really does sound cool, and I am not just bragging here.......say it....Walter Watt!!! Sounds like a news reporter, or CEO of some big company..........I mean I realize most people like their own name, and I guess to each his own........but sometimes I have heard names that just sound ~~~ goofy?? strange???? whatever!! But anyways.......say it again!! WALTER WATT!!!!!!!!!!!

Friends.......????

I live my life usually not caring too deeply for anythting, and I always use the motto from "The Lion King"...Hakuna Matata~~~means no worries. I know as a man with a seven year old daughter it is not exactly the mind set I should have. It is just that's the way I am..........Also, I really never regret anything either. But one thing I really regret these days is that I never stayed friends with the people I was really friends with.......At many different stages in my progression through life I have had many really good friends, I mean close like family type, ya know? I went through some of the funnest and weirdest times growing up, and usually there was somebody who I honestly loved right beside me.............I can close my eyes and picture maybe 100 people who I was BEST friends with........and yet right now I have none of them on my speed dial. I hate it.......and yet I have changed in such a way that I am not able to be that friend I was be4...........hmmm???

1-0

Last night was a good night to be a Giants Fan....Stray came out to start the game with the Lombardi Trophy.....awesome!!! The Giants looked good....Eli drove them down the field to score on their opening drive, Plax fresh off his new 5 year 35 million dollar contract signing ran wild all night......I mean 16-7 wasn't what you would call a dominating performance......But they looked ready and able to come out this year and defend their title...........yeah so anyways I am sure if you are reading this you don't want to hear me just go on and on about My Giants.......but get used to it 'cause football season goes right until February.... so prolly after every game I will let y'all know just what happened........'till next time........act like ya know!!!!!

Never any NAMES....but this time....

I am finally coming out with some anger.....I never have mentioned any names while blogging thoughts of anger or call it annoyance.....but this one has been eating at me since like maybe eight weeks.......My sister (Diane) had a son in July, and named him Derek Clinton Watt......after my dad and late brother, cool!
But somewhere in there she forgot me.......my name!!! WTF!!!! I am of course kidding around......and in no way hold any feelings of anger over the name, I actually from months be4 she was to give birth wanted this name.....I heard many people say many, many different names....most of which were lame. But I was really happy, but didn't say or show it......My dad deserves to have a baby named after him and of course Reg was a great brother/uncle and so I was very proud and will continue to be ~~~~~~ But just for future reference, I wouldn't mind having my name being thrown in the next one......Sarah??? HAR HAR HAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But on the real.........good job Diane!!!

R U READY FOR SOME FOOTBALL??!!!

ITS FINALLY TIME!!!! TONIGHT!!! 7PM......NBC!!! MY GIANTS WILL KICK THE SHIT OUT OF THE REDSKINS!!!!! Whoa.....anyways, too excited there!! But since last January......I've been waiting.........This year thought we are coming back the defending Super Bowl Champs.......I say it again.....DEFENDING SUPER BOWL CHAMPS BITCHES!!!!! Now we may have lost Strahan, but Usi can handle things.........AND ELI....... Just wait.....THERE'S A NEW MANNING BABY!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!! CAN'T WAIT.........order some pizza, drink a cold Fruitopia........and to quote a not so successful WR from the past....."Get your popcorn ready!!!" GO GIANTS!!!!!!

Back 2 school, yeah!!!

I am very, very happy that I gaved raised my daughter to be the way she is. Now Aiden is the type of kid who loves to get new stuff, but I would never call her spoiled. She usually prefers a home-cooked meal to MacDonalds.....usually, I mean she is a kid. Also, she loves Value Village and Sally Anne for clothes.... I think she may even prefer them.....I always tall her....why get only one or two outfits at a BIG NAME store, when you can get 10 at Value Village, and she knows the clothes she gets there are "new to her"....... I mean this year I actually did spoil her abit, she did get all new clothes and two $40 pairs of shoes.....which I saw in her eyes she really wanted....so what could I do!! But I also owed her from the summer.....when I talked to her while she was away visiting her mom, she was crying and asking to come home. so I told her be big and hang in there, and I will get her some nice things when she got home......
So a promise is a promise........but yeah now all I have to get ready for is Christmas........she is asking Santa for a Nintendo Wii......dang!!!

Too fast!!

Well this morning my "baby" Aiden started Grade 2, and it really made me feel old.....these moments seem to be coming more often, you know feeling old!! It was after she had her Cheerios and got dressed, when I looked at her and thought.....Grade 2??!! Something about the way she looked in her new clothes and that, she looked taller and older......and I realized soon it will be High School, and then University and Medical School after that.....or something, but yeah.....I hope this year for her goes as well as the last and she learns more and has fun!!!! Up with hope!! Down with dope!!!! PEE-ce

They tried to make me go to re-hab, I said NO NO NO~~~

Well I am back from a "vacation", actually I got very sick again ?? I spent like ten days in TBRHSC and a since then so much has happened. John McCain picked a woman as his running mate.....trying to keep up with the Obama Express I guess, not gonna happen!!! Hurricane Gustav~~~ Cheap!!! Micheal Phelps......I could do that, as if.....he was amazing!! Well I am really starting to think that maybe all the "bad" or perhaps questionable things I have done in my life are beginning to catch up with me. I believe in Karma, and that everything you do that you should not be doing, you will pay eventually somehow. I guess with taking on that belief.....there is not much I can do but try to be better, and continue to walk the walk of life one foot in front of the other, even though you may not know where you are going........but from this day on......I am going to try to get better, a better Dad, Son, Brother, and whatever else I am.....'till next time...act like ya know!!