"Tis the season.......to act phony!!!

Well it is just about December and just about my least favorite time of year.......Christmas!! I have a real dislike of the whole holiday. However, this year I am going to go all out for the kid's sake. She loves this time of year, as well she should, and I am going to put on the fake smile and do it this year. I am right now a little distracted with what I am trying to type. I am watching the standoff at the Taj Motel in Mumbai India on http://cnn.com/live right now........

Back to X-mas.......I never really get anything as far as presents go. Each year I get a couple and thats ok.......I am a man with a child what should I expect eh???? But this year I really want a George Foreman grill

(see above picture).........I have always wanted one, ever since I was like four years old......jus' kiddin'.......but for like a really long time now. Anyways. I think I am going to go back to watching those crazy Arabs...BBL

YOUR TOO OLD!!!!!!!!!!!

I remember like ten years ago Mariah Carey was hot.....and she dressed like a skank to show it off. I turned on the TV this morning and saw her dancing around in a video wearing like a bikini..... I mean when is she going to realize that you can look good without having to dress like a hooker. Plus, isn't she like goddamn near like 50 years old already?????? Ewww!!! Although she does look better wearing that than any 40-50 year old I know.......still.......it is just getting a little gross already. On another note........

What happened to Apple Jacks???

I used to love that cereal!!! One day they disappeared and I didn't even notice. I suppose that they must still sell them in the States maybe, 'cause they still have a homepage.........hmmm weird!!!

Another thing that really grinds my gears is how people so haphazardly use these internet chat anagrams......ie. LOL, *S*, etc. etc. Like when I read some people's writings and all of a sudden there is a LOL in there.....I often wonder id that person is really laughing out loud. I have myself been guilty of typing that down sometimes......but honestly is is usually when I am chatting with my cousin and he types some shit that really makes me laugh out loud. Usually though I just type "haha"......anyways, thats all 4 now, and like always.....

'til next time act like ya know!!!!

I just wonder why you haven't taken my life??

The title is a line from one of my fav tunes....."My life" by The Game ft. Lil' Wayne. Wicked tune!! I like it 'cause it makes me wonder why has God taken so many of my people......by " my people " I mean people that I have known. In like the past few years I have lost like three friends from the past........I guess like Doughboy says in Boys N da Hood....."We all gotta go sometimes"........
Anyways.......These past few days have been so shitty weather wise......dark and cold. SUCKS!!
Yesterday was Remembrance Day and at 11am I took a minute of silence, I think its a minute. Turned off the tele and just sat there. Now I don't agree with us having troops in Afghanistan, dying for a war we never started and shouldn't have gotten into anyways. But I took a moment of silence because the men and women over there fighting believe in it. And if it weren't for those who believe we wouldn't have our freedom today. So thanks to all the troops and all else who fight for those who don't want to. PEACE y'all!!!

OK!!!!!????

Well back again to write some more of MY thoughts.........

things that I write are only what I think and are never meant to directly piss anyone off.......now maybe in the past somethings that I said have ruffled some feathers.......and thats just fine. "Cause it seems to me some feathers need to be ruffled!! Like I have also writeen in the past, no names.....now maybe I could have called out some people on certain things, but I haven't. Maybe I should??

What do I have to fear?? Further alienation from people around me????? ok!!???

Now I apoligize if anything I have written has offended you or put a poo-stain on the CandyLand world YOU may be living in, but since I have never mentioned anyones name......and if something you read on here makes you mad....well like the old saying goes.....

"The truth hurts"

But seriously......I am only writing what I think about certain things. I will continue to write what I feel and think..........Like for example, I wouldn't kick Sarah Palin out of my bed for eating crackers................ya heard!!!!!!!!!!!!!

F!!!

Well here is another day come and gone........the kid is already bugging me about X-mas. I think this year we will have a good one. She is asking for some pretty pricey toys, but I guess it doesn't hurt to dream. But I have already put aside some funds in order to ensure her already big eyes get even bigger on that morning. Thing about it too is her birthday is a couple weeks past Christmas...
so double the funds and headaches too..........but like I said thanks to proper $$$ management I will have it all taken care of.
On a meaner note......LAZY HUSBANDS AND BOYFRIENDS SHOULD DIE!!!
I mean if you do nothing for the people you supposedly care about, except 'cause bullshit and headaches......leave!!!!! Go back and live in your mom's house, at least she will be happy to cook and clean for you............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, I am kinda lazy right now!!! Maybe I will go ask the kid what she would like me to order for supper.....................I hope she says wings for Pizza Hut!!!! Til next time......... act like ya know!!!

The World has changed.

Last night was the night I have been waiting 21 long months for......
Obama-mania finally made it official. History was made and I was watching closely all night. It was 11pm eastern standard time when it was announced that Barack Hussein Obama would be the 44th President of the United States. Thousands upon thousands of people cheeed and cried in joy.......I have to admit I actually teared up a little as well when he made his speech at the end. It was such a great moment.......just knowing and feeling that the world that my child and her children will grow up in has turned over a new leaf. I mean sure there will always be racism and hate.....but if only for that few moments last night it was different...........I will always remember that few moments......
Now that it is all said and done, what am I going to watch on TV??? And what will become of George W. Bush?? I never liked him, but last night and maybe for the past few days I have actually felt sorry for him......there is hardly any mention of him ever, and when they do talk about him, it is only to say how bad his legacy will be amd good riddens to him..........poor guy!!!
Yeah so, happy days are still to come I suppose.........