Do fake people know they are fake?

I am really wondering whether people who "act" like something, or someone know that others can see that they are doing so. I mean if somebody just meets someone, then obviously that person wouldn't know what that person really is like.... But if the person who is acting phony nice or phony religous does so in front of people who know that they are really like....I think I am pretty real....I never put on a show to try to impress anyone, and don't act like I love Jesus just because I am in the presence of a Priest...or whatever. However I do know people who do so.....and they continue to do so, even if someone who has known them for along time is right there......I really have no point to make in this but just had to say something about it.....fake ass people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My own TV show!!??

I was watching an old Seinfeld re-run for the millionth time last night and was thinking how fun it would be to have my own show. I have noticed that whenever a guy gets a show he always casts good looking woman to play his romantic interest. Like Jerry Seinfeld is ugly, and yet he always gets beautiful woman on his show........I would cast like outrageously hot woman to be my women, and by women I mean like 45 of them.....I would cast many many girlfriends......just so I could kiss some of Hollywood's finest........for sure!!!

I hate watching the news, but can't stop!!

Most of the time watching the news gets me angry. It is not often that you here a good story, I mean it does happen...but not often Most of the time you hear about death, destruction, murder and mayham (a little American History X). Like recently I have been following the Caylee Anthony, the missing two year old girl. Her mom is "a person of interest" in the case, and nobody knows what happened. All too often it is the kids who go missing.... I mean a lot has been made about Stacey Peterson, Drew Peterson's missing third wife..... I think that people have just gotten so good at covering up crimes, maybe its because there is so much coverage of how murders are committed......I mean as weird as this may sound, if I killed someone.... I think I could cover it up, I mean I really don't think it would be hard either.....and I ain't going to give up my secrets, u know just in case I do decide to..... I am kidding!!! 'till next time.....act like ya know!!

Time: 1:27am

I know the posting time will say earlier, but it's wrong. Yeah so today I went to the emergency room at TBRHSC, reason being I wasn't feeling myself the last couple days......weakness, lazy and just not myself......it felt sort of like the on-set of what put me in the hospital awhile back. Not wanting to get that sick again, I went to get checked out........turns out, I am fine. Isn't it always like that though, like you could be feeling like shit before you arrive, but as soon as you are surrounded by "medical" things and doctors......you feel ok. Yeah so the doctor thought it might be pneumonia, or meningitis, or even a slight infection somewhere in my Herculean body.....so after 6 hours, taking two viles of blood, a urinealysis, a chest z-ray and cartiogram(heart test).......he says " I can't see nothing wrong", "Go home, rest and have something to eat, and if anything else comes up, or the weakness persists....come back." I mean I would rather be safe than dead......but come on, what a wasted day!!! But one thing that was good about the day........HOT NURSES!!!!!!!!!!

Gangsta??? Gangster!!!

I went to Intercity mall quickly earlier and happen to walk by a "thug-homie" or whatever they call themselves these days. This kid couldn't have been more than 15 or 16 years old, and he had the Big pants, and sideways cap and a couple bandanas tied around his wrists and one hanging out of his pocket. Now what convinced me that he was playing the role of "gangsta" was he said "Yo!" to one of his homies...... Now I see these type of kids all the time, and I even maybe wear my pants a little too baggy , but I have been doing it since these "thugs" were nothing more than a tickle in their daddies nut sack, plus I really don't think they would know who the original members of NWA are, or all the Wu-Tang Clan and would they be able to tell you what projects Jay-Z grew up in??? (Marcy Project, Brooklyn New York)....Google it if you think I am wrong. Anyways, my beef with these kids these days is that it has become nothing more of a fashion statement or call it what you want....but "Gangster" is an attitude, growing up I knew people that I believe wouldn't have hesitated to just stomp someone out to defend their "dawg".....and that's what it was and should be.....kids 2day probably would never do what we would have done....and it just gets deeper as the generations pass.......like the generation before me, same thing.....friends were family.......more so than your real family.......that's what it was like with my friends growing up.......You "F" with one, you better be ready to "F" with everyone!!!!!!!!!! Now it is dress like a thug, act like a "B"!!!!!!

No real thoughts 2day....

Today was the true definition of lazy Sunday......I think I laid in my room watching TV for maybe like 10 of the 12 hours I have been awake.... Its is such a gross feeling, but for some reason I didn't even feel like getting up, I ain't sick, just lazy. I watched the Olympics today, some bike racing, and gymnastics..... those people r pretty awesome........both men and women are so strong and co-ordinated........yeah I could have done that, but u know the old tale...had a kid and just lost the drive.....oh yeah plus I was a stoner and loved the junk food too much. Yeah lookin' forward to the men's basketball once it really starts up, and also the medal rounds of gymnastics.......but anyways Castaway is on the tele.. and it is one of me favorites.......so I'm gonna go watch it......later hater!!

Comments..........

I wanted to maybe make a request to "fans?" of my blog, or even if you are just a random passerby.......please leave a comment........even if it is just to say HI.....I am prolly going to continue to post thoughts and what not......but it is just encouraging if there are comments from people who have read something I wrote.......OTay?? Until next time....act like ya know!!!

"You should be ashamed of yourself!!"

I really, really hate that term!!! I mean if someone, like your parents or any authority figure is saying that to you, then chances are you are not ashamed of yourself...........You are probably doing something that you enjoy doing, or something that would not bother you, I mean if you get caught then maybe it would cause a little embarrassment. Example.....if I ate 6 cheeseburgers, and my dad came up to me and said "You should be ashamed of yourself!!" I wouldn't be........'cause I obviously wanted to eat those burgers.........I just think that term should be retired.

NFL season fast approaching.

September 4th......Redskins travel into Giants Stadium to take on my DEFENDING SUPER BOWL CHAMPION NEW YORK GIANTS!!!! So pumped, can't wait~~~ I mean I love watching football, and love the Giants. I am also a realist who knows my boys weren't picked to even make the playoffs last year, but they did and went on to beat the Bucs, Cowboys, Packers and then the 18-0 Patriots.......and also realize that they might not win again this year, but more than likely will!!!! Eli Manning........the better Manning!!!!! Lookout football fans, 'cause my Giants are comin'!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!! SO EXCITED!!!

R.I.P. Bernie Mac

Too bad.......another celeb dies. Too many times this year I have been saddened by a passing of someone I enjoyed watching........Tim Russert, Tony Snow just recently......Seems funny I know to be sad about losing someone you didn't even know, but in a way we did know them, and loved them for what they did. All these people leaving, and people will miss their work, and yet Paris Hilton still continues to exist...........anyways, Bernie Mac is in a better place........

Reactions to what I saw on TV tonight....

Jon Edwards~~~ So what!! He's human, and like most men...and I mean MOST.....he cheated.........(the media) wants to make a big deal 'caise he did it when his wife has cancer....boo-hoo.....I mean he has been married over thirty years. I would be bored too.....and he is wrecking the Democratic Party, is he the nominee????? No!! He doesn't matter anyways. I actually applaude him for being 55 years old and still bangin'......
China~~~~The opening ceremonies of the summer Olympics were amazing. I am all for pageantry and show, but come on!! Low estimates have said that China spent around 100 million dollars on the opening ceremonies alone. They have kids walking around with no shoes, starving!!! All the talk also about their human right violations......100 000 000!!!! You know how many kids you can feed for a year with $100 000 000!!!! They wanted to open the world's eyes~~
I take offense to this as a poor man, barely making ends meet......how many times have I had to, and probably I am not alone on this.....had to tell my child "No you can't have that treat" 'cause I would rather buy meat or bread than treats the kids like. But yeah, what can I do!!??

@#&$ THIS!!!

East Indians and those 7-11 talking type of people....thank you, come again!! They would be adorable if it weren't for 9/11......I think their accents sound cool, and yeah my mind is blank..........can't think of anything to write about. Olympics are starting, should be fun to watch.........BLAH!!!!!!!!!!

Do seniors have some special rights?

Just thought I would write some thoughts while Aiden is not reading over my shoulder.....every word I type....she reads out loud. But yeah I have always believed that I am cursed to hear gross things and see some weird things said and done by seniors. I was just out at the local Safeway a couple hours ago and got stuck in the express lane behind an old man with a bulk bag of scotch mints, and he had forgotten or didn't know he had to write down the PLU# that is on the bin......and the kid who was working the lane had to run back to get the # and then had to come back to see if they were the white or green mints, they were the white ones....and then came back and finally rung him through....
Anyways, that was just one time of probably like 20-30 times. Like another example is once I heard a rather heavy-set older lady ask a pharmacist "Excuse me? You wouldn't happen to know how much this can hold, do you??"...holding a bed-pan....(makes a vomiting sound). Or another time and this one was actually entertaining, but I was standing in line at a Shopper's when an old man who must have been like 120 years old.......asking for ointment for his runway....referring to his taint!! But the termanlogy and hand gestures he used was classic....like he actually said...."my prunebag!!!" (actually vomits while laughing)~~~~~~~~~ yup cursed!!!

Criss Angel......Jesus???

I have been watching "MindFreak" since it first started like three or four years ago, and some of the things Criss Angel does are......????? I have seen him float across a street and hover like 200 feet in the air, walk on water......make others levitate......those are just a few things, and most of them are amazing. I am convinced he is Jesus....and hear me out on this. If Jesus wanted to come back to earth like the Bible says he will do one day, why not come back in this way. Start out by showing the world some of your "powers" and such, and then one day all of a sudden.........."I'm Here!!!!!" and then people wouldn't be as shocked as they would have been if you had just all of a sudden appeared.......so don't be surprised if he "comes out" of that Jesus closet sometime soon, 'cause I have officially "outed" him!!!!!

HUH???!!!

I was watching TV the other day and was flabbergasted to see a commmercial having to do with an alternative lifestyle type of chatline. I mean I am pretty conservative and really am against that type of thing......I know it exists and suppose as long as I don't see it, out of sight~~~out of mind. But my concern is that in this world today were we are raising our children~~they can turn on the television and see commercials for "Interactive-Male" chatline!! I remember growing up I had no idea about homosexuality until I was 16 or so.....and even then didn't see anything to do with it on TV. These days there are whole shows on MTV dedicated to finding some &#@ a date!!!! Oy-vay!!!!!!

Dum-Ditty-Dum

I wonder why elections and candidates are held in such high regard. By that I mean when we as the voting public analyze people running for public office, why do we seem to want them to be so "good" or even "perfect"??? I think that we should allow candidates to be "real" and say what they want to. Like for example in America, if John McCain said something like "Barack Obama is funny looking."....people would shit. But if your buddy or even your co-worker said that same thing you might even agree, or at the very least, allow them to. I think that if we allowed people running in an election to say what they wanted to, then we would get a feel for what they really are like. But no, instead they have to mind their P's and Q's and never even burp, fart or even cough out of time......must suck to be under such a magnifying glass.........stupid!!!

Well back being a dad.....

Well Aiden comes back tomorrow, thus ends my five and a half week coke and hooker binge...... HAR DEE HAR HAR!!! Yeah had some good time to rest, and sleep was really all I did, actually way too much. But I have almost finished "pimpin'" Aiden's room....every year she goes to visit her mom for the summer visit and its kind of a tradition now I guess that her room gets changed. This year she wanted a "club" theme. So I went out and got couple big black lights and a disco colored type of light, so I hope she will like it. Oh yeah, can't forget The handsome Jonas Brothers posters...... Anywho....like I said just putting the finishing touches on "Club Aiden".......PEE-ce

Things men shouldn't like to do....

I am pretty busy today doing things most "men" won't or can't do.....I just sat down to eat a couple leftover slices of pizza and decided to type something down.
As a single dad there are many things to do everyday, and many of them suck!! But there are a couple things I really like doing.....folding laundry is one, and dishes is the other. Something about the smell and feel of a nice hot load~~~gross......of laundry just makes me want to fold it....also, I am obsessed with doing my dishes....I always wash/dry and put away. I cannot stand when there are dishes in the sink, and clutter on the counter. Yeah, just wanted to share a couple thoughts before I get back to more laundry.....YAY!!!! 'till next time, act like ya know!!!

Tim Horton's Junkies

There must be something in the coffee at Tim's. I am nor have I ever been a coffee drinker, and don't really have what scientists call an addictive personality. I did smoke cigarettes for a time in my life and quit easily, same thing with drinking the alcohol. Now those who know me knew that I used to enjoy the marijuana but quit that five years ago with ease...... But when I see some people I know crave that Tim's....it reminds me of a time when I would sit around with the "Wrecking Crew" and "need" that weed.......what is it with that coffee and tea??? They say it is the caffeine but if you ask them to down a soda, it wouldn't ease that Tim's craving.........the medical establishment should start treating Tim Horton's addictions that same they do things like "crank" or "goofballs" or whatever the kids are on these days.

Nicknames

Nicknames can be funny things......and by funny I mean, cool, weird or even just messed-up. Growing up I never really had a nickname that stuck. I tried to give myself a couple "cool" sounding names, but like I said~~~they didn't stick. I guess I actually do have a nickname that I was given when I was a kid and it did sorta stick, but really only a few select people call me by it. What is this name you ask? Frooter! My uncle Merv gave it to me when I was just a youngin', apparently it was based on my excitement over my Froot of the Loom underwear I was rockin' back then. Don't get me wrong I am used to it, and suppose I even like it~~~but have never really announced that it was my nickname......I never did because I always felt it never measured up against other nicknames of people that I know or have known. I know a Killer, a Slim, a Toot, a Tech, a Spuds and even a Munk. I also have known a Drano, a Lego, a Fatty, a couple of Tubbies and a Large and a Chiggy. Knowing all these people have made me wonder where some of them come from......??? I mean there last names and body types have been a strong reason, but sometimes it is a mystery.........I guess as much as I would like to be "sex-machine" or even "monster who-who" LOL.....I am Frooter!!!

~~~ 4 Paula ~~~

I have recently blogged about having no friends these days, but that was not the case "back in the day"...... Growing up I had lots of friends and was usually the guy who had to be the center of attention. In the past couple years I have lost touch with all my old friends and honestly do feel bad for doing so, but I suppose it happens. Just recently I caught up with an old friend and it made me think more about how I should really try to stay friends with people. There are many times "growing up" that make me smile.....and many groups or friends that I have many memories with........Some of my funnest times were in Kasabonika.....I think back to some times there, like the Kas-Street Boys and it makes me wish I could go back....but yeah I want those friends from those times to know that you will always have a place in my "heart" and u will always be my friends. Yeah so, if you are reading this, get in touch with me!!!