The mask....

We all have a mask that we hide behind, and I am no different than others in that sense. Some have a scary mask, or a funny one, but they come in many different forms and behind each one is a different person than the mask portrays. I am not even sure which one I wear. Maybe each day it it a different one, and it all depends on what I need to do while I wear it. I think I like to pretend that I am mean and cold, but actually I am not. I mean I am de-sensitized to some stuff and have lost some compassion for other things, but I am not the man the mask shows. I just wonder if people who are "beautiful" like those girls who strut around the mall with their blonde-dyed hair, tight jeans and fake nails and tan; I wonder if they are hiding....or if they actually know that they are what they are trying to be.........I mean I know that they prolly have alot of self-confidence and all that but I am sure with great beauty comes great insecurities. Maybe a "beautiful" girl can reply to me and let me know if it is like that......Do "hot" females hide behind masks as well???