These past few months, perhaps even this past year has been quite a difficult one for me. I am often feeling as though my mind will never stop and allow me a moment of innder peace. I could be laying on my bed in the dark.....all seems peaceful and calm.....but inside I am a mess. I am tired, scared, weak, angry, sometimes excited, and at times I do not even feel like myself. And, those are the times when I am most often happy......because I actually hate myself. Maybe "hate" is too strong a word.....I dislike the man I am most of the time.
I was once told (by a head doctor) that if I do not learn to love myself more, that it is going to be hard to get someone else to love me too. To that I say "Oh well."
I happen to know for a fact that there are a couple beautiful, fun, smart girls who love me very much.....their names are Aiden and Adrianna.
Anyways, I have not written anything on my blog for like a really looooooobg time....
I think I will start writing more, and also I am going to write from the heart, and I will not hold nack when it comes to things I want to say. So if you are reading this please feel free to bookmark this page and come back often to get my point of view on whatever is making news, or even just some ranting and raving from me. So in closing I will simply say........ELE........everyone love everyone
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