Another Sunday evening is here and I continue to think and even wish for something ecxiting to happen. I suppose I can wish and hope all I want but until I finally get up and make something happen.....nothing will. Watching my Canucks play in game 3 of their series against St. Lious......Had a few nights to think this past week and there were really a few things that just would not get out of my mind. Obviously, my daughter Aiden and her future, and what she will make of it, were one of the things.
Also, the uncertainty of certain aspects of my life bothered me. As each day goes by and I get a day closer to my demise, I find it really hard to figure out whether or not I want this or that in my life. I consider myself to be a walking contradiction...
There are so many things that I lay in bed at night (alone) and wish I had....but at the same point<<<----reminds me of some1....... I do not want those things I need. I will not go deeper into what these things may be, but I am sure any smart person could figure them out. One thing I will admit is......a friend.....I so badly wish I has some1 to joke, talk, or hang out with, but cannot imagine how I could ever be around someone in that way.........hmmm oh well. Well I gotta go watch the last couple minutes of the game..........[[BLK]]
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About Me
- Walter Watt
- I am not the type of person who likes to tell anyone things about myself. I am somewhat of a withdrawn person who prefers to look through people rather than look at them. The past few years of my life can only be described as a learning experience. I have and am still learning that there are many things about myself that I do not like and have to change, and at the same time I have been through some things that have forced me to realize and come to grips with somethings I had hoped I would never have to. Basically, if you want to really know who I am....that probably won't happen, but it might be wortha shot at trying.
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